Dear Diary, After I wrote my last entry I went back to cleaning my office desk off. I wanted to put a picture of my cousins in one of my new frames I got for Christmas, the value and love of family becomes more and more important as I get older, and especially since my…

Dear Diary, Well I did tell Date Man that the comment bothered him and I wanted to know if he meant that literally or was joking. He said he was joking, and I just expressed to him my sensitivity to such words. My children just had their kids group where I am going. This week…

Dear Diary, I have about an hour and a half till my late night Date Man arrives. Just passing time, sitting here in my warm fleecy like those warm blankie jammie pants that I adore. Ohhhh they are sooo snuggly, wanna feel? Cmon you know you do! I keep hearing that song “No More Drama”…

Dear Diary, Ok Im finally seeing Men can be just as moody as women. Dating man warned me before, but now im really seeing he was correct when he said “I can be a moody bitch” referring to himself. So lets see read all my last few days entries for the Vday conflict with him….

Dear Diary, I feel really strange today. Like I want to cry. On verge of tears type feeling, I know partly why I feel this way, yet at same time I dont fully understand myself. Date Man did come over last night. He arrived earlier then I had expected. We didnt talk much, we just…

Dear Diary, I just got into work. I was going to give the Computer guy, my buddy at work a hug for Vday but then a bunch of people came in and I just opted not too. The secretary wasnt here and she is always pushing us together and making comments to us. So I…

Dear Diary, Well just dropped the little one off at school, had to make heart shaped PB and J sandwiches for his party. I purchased him one of the heart balloons and candy, wish I could see his face when he gets it delivered. He will have a blast, school parties were always fun as…

Dear Diary, Have just been sitting here listening to music when the man Ive been dating messaged me. It was just a sweet chat tonight. I had to put it here. DateMan: Me: yyessss DateMan: c’mere a sec, I gots something to tells ya Me: :::Scoochin ova::: DateMan: :::schoochin closer::: Me: haha DateMan: Loves ya…

Dear Diary, Its about 10:30pm. Im just kinda sitting here bored. I miss the chat rooms on AOL. Im really tempted to go back, but tell myself no that it will consume too much of my time if I do. But no more Ex telling me I cant talk to anyone I want online or…

Dear Diary, I was really nervous last night. I didnt want to answer the phone all eve afraid my Ex would call and I just didnt want to deal with him. The flowers totally threw a confusing wrench in my brain. Which is what he wanted to accomplish. Its amazing how manipulation can work. I…