Dear Diary, Ahhhh back so soon? Why yes I am. Im a freaking nut job today in my head! I need to vent my inner demons here. Like I said Im emotional today. Boyfriend hasnt really spoke to me all AM online. I listen to him and all the chat room buddies plan lunch today,…
Dear Diary, Im in a weird Funk today. I dont know why exactly. You ever just feel down or sad and you ask yourself “Hmm is it PMS? Hmmm is it low blood sugar, not enough protein today? Hmmmm is it this or that?” I just broke down in tears last night after hanging up…
Dear Diary, Just got home, had dinner at Moms tonight with the kids. We talked a lot, mom and I always can talk, we talk about everything and everyone else really well. But ourselves, HA, well I can talk about me, but Mom doesnt have a lot to say real deep about herself. We talked…
Dear Diary, I had my counseling appointment this AM. It was good. We actually talked about the house. I didnt plan to say much she had just asked about where I lived and some info and she had asked me if I planned to stay where I was at. Of course I went on with…
Dear Diary, Ahhh yes I return! I cant help it, kids are now asleep and Im sitting in silence, no television, no music. Im just reading thru diaries at this point. Finished reading Salamanders wine inspired entry. It was good, 🙂 The whole friend issue, trust, hate, ahhh such good topics. Today my girlfriend signed…
Dear Diary, Im sitting here alone tonight, yes the kids are camped out in their pajamas watching cartoons surrounding by their new legos sent from their Father. But I am here alone in my office just me and my thoughts, Kevin Max is singing in the background “Angel Without Wings” Im in my jammies with…
Dear Diary, OK SO IM EXCITED! haha. I talked to boyfriend about his roomies daughter watching kids friday night so I can go to dinner thing. Hes working till 11:30 that night so wont be in till near Midnight anyways and kids will be asleep. And he said its cool! I asked him if he…
Dear Diary, I watched a little bit of the Grammys tonight. But to be honest it just wasnt catching my attention as usual. I did watch Train sing Drops of Jupiter. I did like the song but as with any song, its overplayed on local radio so much you cant stand to hear it anymore….
Dear Diary, Just felt an urge to write again. Nothing big really going on, just thoughts going thru my head. I was writing about my House in the last entry. Ive lived here just over 2 yrs now. And I was saying how this place has never truly felt like “HOME” to me. Yes its…
Dear Diary, Well my evening was pretty mellow. Things were quiet after work, ran a few errands and just hung out at home. Weather is so nice these days also. I love the warm weather. I love opening the windows. I love mowing the lawn every week when the grass is all green. I dream…