Life is rolling along
Dear Diary,
Well my evening was pretty mellow. Things were quiet after work, ran a few errands and just hung out at home. Weather is so nice these days also. I love the warm weather. I love opening the windows. I love mowing the lawn every week when the grass is all green.
I dream a lot. I dream about moving out of this house one day and picking a home I really like. Not that I dont like this house. But it was never home, even when the Ex and I bought it. It was a great deal and investment opportunity and its a good sized house. I wonder at times will I sell it in the future? Or will I use it as rental property since I can profit several hundred dollars above the mortgage payment for it no problem. My family has been dealing in rentals since I was born so I have all the help I need with how it all works. Then I dream of where I will live. Its fun to dream. It can happen someday. I never used to have goals. Not until I started in sales about 5 yrs ago did I. We went thru a lot of training, and my leader was awesome about teaching us about having goals. Not just for business but for our lives. About writing down our goals. How many people never even do that. So what if it seems far off, it does something for you just by putting it on paper. But before then. I never really dreamed or put goals down on paper. Now its something I do often. 🙂 And you know what? It feels good!
There are several towns surrounding my area. They have more of a country feel. Property, acerage, ranch homes, places like that. We have mountains surrounding all those areas. And they also get the snow, not bad snow, but just enough to feel a little more of a winter. Yet you are still less than 30 min from a larger city so your not truly way off in boonie land. There is also a nice stretch between where the boyfriend and I live. Its right smack in the middle, we both love the drives, you can either take the freeway or you can take a side road. They do a lot of filming often off these roads for movies. I wouldnt mind living in an area like these one day.
No more Ex drama last night. Who knows what he will do next. But as I said Im so proud of the boyfriend for the way he handled the whole thing with my Ex harassing him online. He told me he really wanted to say some unkind words, but he didnt. Which I was so proud of him. My life and his life has been so filled with Drama. Its time for that to settle down, life doesnt always have to remain in that state. Sure it can be thrilling and exciting and never a dull moment. But its dangerous also, one can become used to living that way and not know how to function without it since its become such a way of life. We covered this in group. How some people thrive off of Tension. Its all they know.
Boyfriend and I spoke last night. We talked a little about Ex, but neither of us got all worked up over it. Boyfriend just said “Hmmm and Ex thinks he can hide as another name online and then try and weedle information out of ME? Me of all people?” and he laughed. You just have to know the boyfriend. He is so guarded with so many things. Hes nothing like me where I go and spill too much information with people. Which is another boundary I need to be better about.
I cant wait, back to normal hours monday and my daily work out routine! Ive only been able to make the gym about once a week this month, and Im doing a upper body workout at home twice a week. But I miss the daily 30 min of cardio, it truly helps with stress,energy levels and stamina, my sleeping habits, my period, my complexion, my sexual drive, just so many things get benefited from constant exercise. SO YAY! Almost there!
Ive been craving salmon lately, drizzled in lemon juice. Ive gone to the store twice at night and they were cleaning the area where the seafood goes and everything was out! Grrrrrr. I want some! Or even some Shrimp Scampi, oh yummy I havent had seafood in awhile, gimmie some!