Dear Diary, 🙁 Yesterday I was thinking to myself. Wow I have counseling once a week now. Things are pretty mellow with the Ex as of late. Hmmm wonder if we will ever be friends and on good terms? I was thinking , well what will I talk about in counseling this week? I get…
Dear Diary, Ahhh somewhat of a moment to stop and type out my thoughts. Been busy. Yesterday the boss lady came in so we had a good long talk. I always enjoy talking to her but get absolutely zero work done. Picked up the kids and we headed to the pet store for more rat…
Dear Diary, The Ex called yesterday. To speak to the kids. He had told them last week he was sending them a surprise to everyday they ask me if the mail man has brought them anything. He told them this last week. So all I can say is “No its not here guys” Then to…
Dear Diary, Well as I wrote before I had to get the Jeep worked on. New brakes and rotors for the front. I had been saving money for my beach trip get away, then didnt get a call back for the place I wanted, so I opted to just pay a bill off this month…
Dear Diary, Its about 1am. I fell asleep around 8 then was awoken about 10:30 by the telephone. A girlfriend returning a quick call, then the boyfriend calling shortly after. I was in bed in a half dazed sleep. He said “Do you want me to let you go?” I said No, I wanted to…
Dear Diary, Well my brakes were grinding slightly past few days plus the boyfriend and I drove all over yesterday for hours. Not good on my vehicle mind you. So took it in today to the Jeep dude who said “Hmmm your brakes should have been changed they day before yesterday” haha. Hes so cool…
Dear Diary, Im sitting up at 2am. I cant sleep! haha, just got home anyways from my concert night out. So here I sit with some of the childrens Nestle Crunch hearts and Im wearing my Boyfriend’s shirt( guess I dont call him date man now do I?”) It feels so weird saying BOYFRIEND. I…
Dear Diary, I attempted to write an entry yesterday and computer locked up on me! Grrrr hate that. Yesterdays entry would have been depressing and sad and just me dealing with things inside of myself. So as of today? Well I brought some issues to the Date Man last night. I was afraid to do…
Dear Diary, Blah Im feeling a lil depressed this weekend. Been awhile since Ive felt this way. Ive been keeping pretty busy on weekends but this one is just kinda there. I miss my date man, but cant see him around the children so Im just bummed about that. Bummed that we cant do more…
Dear Diary, BLAHHHHH! Ok I get invited to a Birthday party with some friends like a 5 min drive from my house. How often is it people in this town have parties and Im invited???? And I cant get a sitter for the life of me! Sheesh Im willing to pay someone to sit and…