Dear Diary, Just sitting here. I had terrible stomach cramps today. Doubling over cramps. I had to leave work and go home. I have been thru a lot of emotions today, first waking up to that email in my last entry, then having some negative feelings towards the man I have dated. I wrote my…

Dear Diary, The immediate thought that came to my mind after getting that email was the story of the woman caught in adultery thrown before Jesus. In that story some men brought a woman who was commiting adultery and threw her on the ground before Jesus. And they said “Look! We caught her in the…

Dear Diary, I just woke up this morning and found an email from a site I was on. A site to meet other Christians. I had tried a free trial about a year ago. And resigned up recently. A man from the site messaged me the other day. This site offers their own chat instant…

Dear Diary, My oldest child was acting up yesterday the later part of the day. He is angry inside. We had to run to the store to get a few things and he just kept wandering off and stopping in isles and not paying attn to me. I was getting very frustrated and already had…

Dear Diary, I slept in late today. I was on the phone late last night. I had been home all evening and things were pretty quiet online. I had told the older Christian man I would call him. He wanted to tell me a “funny story” and said to call if I wanted to hear….

Dear Diary, I just went back to check my email again and my Ex is coming into town Sat. I just wasnt expecting him nearby again so soon. He wants the children for the weekend which is fine. I just get this anxiety when he is in town. A fear, I dont even live with…

Dear Diary, Well last night I actually went to bed early. Then woke up around 7:30 am and just couldnt sleep in. So I got up and got to work. Its been so long since Ive had the energy to get much housework done, ok let me take that back I get the routine things…

Dear Diary, Well my big date night didnt happen. I had this planned for weeks. I was upset a little over the last minute notifying that my date had given me. We didnt speak much. I felt a little hurt when I asked him what was wrong or going on with him and would he…

Dear Diary, Another day I feel good. HAPPY IM GETTING DIVORCED still rings true. I feel like such an odd ball saying it with such happiness. But Im ready now, it feels good to have accepted this and know in your heart its what you must do. I am making a home repair list now….

Dear Diary, The man from the church Im no longer going to visit called me again tonight. I was in the middle of making the children dinner and comfy in my pajama pants. Oh I must interject here! Walmart has these pajama pants that are a warm fuzzy fleece like those warm blankets! They are…