Thank you

Dear Diary,

Another day I feel good. HAPPY IM GETTING DIVORCED still rings true. I feel like such an odd ball saying it with such happiness. But Im ready now, it feels good to have accepted this and know in your heart its what you must do.

I am making a home repair list now. Some things that need to get done to the house and they will be my own responsibility. So the main things at the moment I have on my list?

1. New Shower in bathroom

2. New garage door and opener installed

3. New Back sliding doors

4. New Kitchen Back door

Thats pretty much my main focus for this year. I can name some other things, but those are the big ones. I have a guy coming over tonight to look at the shower and give me a quote. I cant do it right now, but I need to know what its gonna cost me so that I can save. And also with tax refund time approaching, seeing how much I get back, it may just go to some home repairs. I so cant wait to get the garage door opener though! I dont park in the garage much since I have to open it by hand and use a slide lock then padlock it, its annoying.

My Love may not be able to make the movie night tommorow. He got scheduled for work which im really bummed about and he cant find anyone to cover his shift. I have a sitter lined up and everything. I let him pick the night we would go and the movie. So I keep telling myself to let it go and just pick what night I want to go and invite someone else. I need to stop trying to accomodate a guy and plan things for myself. Im learning gradually.

My Child had an awards ceremony today at school. I found the flyer last night! So I had to email work and say Id be in a little late, they are fine with my childrens events coming first. So it was cute. I brought my camera as he stood up there holding his award for Good Workmanship. He was so proud to have me there. He came over and hugged and kissed me in front of everyone. Its nice to know Im still cool enough for him to do that.

I need to work on getting the garage more organized and straightened up this weekend. My Ex will still need to get some big machinery and items from the garage. SO I want all of my stuff put away and out of his way to to do so.

Im so happy this is over. I know some hard times are ahead. But for the moment it is nice to feel some peace and happiness. I embrace it.

Thank you God for each day youve given me and for the strength youve give me to make it this far!