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Dear Diary,
I just went back to check my email again and my Ex is coming into town Sat. I just wasnt expecting him nearby again so soon. He wants the children for the weekend which is fine. I just get this anxiety when he is in town. A fear, I dont even live with the man anymore yet with him in town I still in a way feel as if Im walking on eggshells, waiting to see if something happens. I do have some plans this upcoming weekend, so I dont think I will be around the house much or in town anyways, but last time he was here I didnt see him at all and he called me trying to start something.
Im being fearful I know, I cant let him have this effect on me. Lord give me strength.