Ahhh Relaxing Day

Dear Diary,

Well last night I actually went to bed early. Then woke up around 7:30 am and just couldnt sleep in. So I got up and got to work. Its been so long since Ive had the energy to get much housework done, ok let me take that back I get the routine things done, its beyond that I have a hard time with. So today I totally cleaned my youngest childs room. We organized it from head to toe. Sure it wont last, but it needs to be done every once in awhile and threw out a lot of trash and baggged up some toys for the yard sale pile.

I cleaned the bathroom, then headed out to the garage. Its not too chilly out today and once I got to work I was just fine. I cleaned out one side of the garage. I need to have a yard sale soon to get rid of some stuff, then once the Ex returns for the remainder of his things I will have the garage all to myself! WOWIE! Its so full of his stuff still I didnt realize. But he did take quite a bit his last pickup.

The kids went and rode their bikes today as I cleaned the garage. Then I headed back indoors to tackle my Laundry Room. I have a really nice good sized laundry room, people always say WOW when they see it, it could very well be a bedroom. And its all wood dreamed with a beam across the cieling and I have it decorated country decor. ( My old kitched used to be that style but I didnt care for it anymore so all my decorating things fit perfect in the laundry room) I had so much stuff piled up in their! IT was terrible! You just had a pathway to walk! So today I cleaned it out!!! It looks so much better! Im proud of myself.

I still cant believe how my neediness for men is changing also. I dont know if this is a temporary feel for me. If it will pass, but normally I want a man in my life. I do have males I can see, but the urge is lacking. I am enjoying my aloneness.

So once again i will say IM SO HAPPY IM GETTING DIVORCED.