Dear Diary, I went to see Mom right after work. Found her at her job. So I handed her the letter from Mom In Law. We stood there together. Mom and daughter, as she read. She then just looked up with a silent look. I knew she took it how I did, she understands whats…

I got an email today from my Mom In Law. I havent spoken to her since around Christmas Eve when I called her upset and scared of my Ex’s behavior. She was sympathetic and kind that day. Thats the last we have talked. I sent her a cute email story this AM. So today I…

Dear Diary, Well I just got finished reading one of the new Children’s Bibles with the kids. It has some pictures with words throughout to help kids read. So we finally sat down tonight and read a few chapters. Now my oldest is continuing to read it to the younger one. They really liked the…

Dear Diary, I was feeling a little bit irritable last night. I get that way at times, impatient over how my love is. I think part of it is old habits though. Its not any real important reason to be upset at him. Its just my insecurities creeping up. Things I have to learn to…

Dear Diary, I sit here tonight. I came to some conclusions for myself on attending church. I had a normal day at work. The boss came in and I told her I was indeed getting divorced. She pulled up a chair and we discussed it. She asked “What did it for you?” It was a…

Dear Diary, I pray to God My Ex is gone from here now. Hes supposed to leave today. He is officially living far away from here. Which is a relief. Im glad he is not living nearby. I have been having such a hard time just fully letting go. It was as if a Switched…

Well the children visited their Father. Its nice to have them back. Im always worried about what they will come back with. When I say that I mean what has happened mentally. They are young and I dont appreciate my Ex putting them in the middle of things. I had called him tonight because he…

DearDiary, Just got in from errands. Im tired. I was very anxious to talk to my Love last night. I had sent him the link of the house I really would like to stay in. He seemed all gung ho about the idea and said “We will go ok?” But he didnt let me finish…

Dear Diary, Well Im sitting here drooling over Rental Houses near the beach! Ive always wanted to go and stay in one just didnt know a good place to find listings that werent totally outrageous in price. My girlfriend just went and stayed in one this past weekend and sent me the website info. Lots…

Dear Diary, I was feeling so terrible last night. Sick. And my neck pain has been terrible at nights. I cant get into any position that doesnt hurt and I was out of Tylenol. My Love called me from work. It was nice to hear from him during his break. But I was feeling so…