Dear Diary, Well I spent the eve alone, did some crying. Laid in bed and watched tv, I couldnt fall asleep so I got online about 11pm. Boyfriend signed on a min after I did. He said hello, the said “I know that you are pissed off at me about what happened. It was really…
Dear Diary, My lil heart aches, Mixed between feelings of care and feelings of anger. I dont like feeling this way about you. The person who helped me thru the year Yet where have you gone? You won the prize? No more efforts to be done? The same man who walked to a train station,…
Dear Diary, Blah. I let it out last night, told boyfriend Im unhappy and tired of things like this. He responded basically with wanting to take me out Saturday night and paying for a sitter and all that. I had to find a sitter today was all. So I get an email at work today…
Dear Diary, Well Im contemplating breaking off this girlfriend/boyfriend deal. I have been for weeks now. I was at the gym today on the precor and something just popped into my head. It was just imagining a scenario, like boyfriend and I being married and him coming home. And just saying a phrase to me….
Dear Diary, I just want to cry. Why am I becoming the poster child for people to try and mess with? If it isnt one area of my life, now another is coming to the forefront. Gradually, this situation has been increasing over the past month. And it seems other are rallying behind me with…
Dear Diary, Annette said 2 things that have been floating through my head ever since her comment. “How and where do you find these kind of men? First of all you must find within yourself the true belief that you are priceless and are worthy of such a guy – and you must be the…
Dear Diary, Went to my Mothers meeting with all the older ladies. They had a mini fashion show of clothing mainly from the early 1900s. It was cool, stuff from 1912 to around the 30s. Some of the dresses were so pretty. I liked the ones mainly called “The Gibson Girl” Im going to have…
Dear Diary, I watched several hours of Television last night. Didnt even bother with getting on the computer, that part of me is changing lately. So I was laying there and saw a long commercial trailer for Jennifer Lopez’s new film “Enough” it looks pretty good, but I found myself wanting to cry while watching…
Dear Diary, I was at work today and the secretary handed me some things to copy. And there was a check from the Ex for the childs health insurance payment. I said to myself “Oh what a niceeee guy” Yes he is paying it, but refused to pay it to me, and now pays it…
Dear Diary, I had a strange evening. Not anything totally terrible. But also at the same time not GREAT either. I just hung out at home as usual, talked to my girlfriend whos out visiting on the phone for an hour. And boyfriend arrived at about 10:30. He looked so nice, in a pair of…