Dear Diary, Ahhh just want this day to be over. Just ready to go home. I really wanted to get away this weekend, but perhaps it wasnt meant to be since the rain is pouring and Id have long drives ahead of me through pouring rain, Id rather not drive freeways in that. So looks…

Dear Diary, Well its raining here! It doesnt rain much so its welcome. The power went off in the early morning hours, my youngest comes in to tell me his light burned out. Then he comes in and says “Mom the TV doesnt work!” Then in dawned on me power was out. So had no…

Dear Diary, I was driving to the kids school this AM. I passed the carwash and there was my ex vacuuming out his truck. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I hate that he is local now. Bleh. I liked it so much when he lived out of state. Its just strange seeing him. Then Im wondering why is he…

Dear Diary, Just fixing dinner right now. I did a few things last week to come up with some extra money. I will have to get the cans from my parents OODLES of recycle cans to get the cash for also. So I feel a little better having brought in a little extra through a…

Dear Diary, I forgot to write. I had called my friend D twice yesterday. Since I never heard from her. No call back so I drove by her house on my way home from work yesterday. Her vehicle was there and the engine was just cooling down so I figured she just got home. She…

Dear Diary, Thank you to my private commentor. I just got your message this AM and it brought tears to my eyes. In a good way that is! Encouragement is always nice to hear and very touching. Well I got to do something different at work today! YAY! Its what I need, Im getting a…

Dear Diary, Its almost time for Real World to come on(Im a Real World Junkie) But I have about 15 min before it starts. When I was in group Mon I once again shared how I am still dealing with this on and off again anger towards my EX. It flares up then subsides but…

Dear Diary, Good Morning, Well I was up till about 11pm last night. Which is an early to bed time for me. I was online for a bit, Drool dude is always messaging me complimenting my lips and how much he loves my curls all the time. So I told him to shhhh and stop…

Dear Diary, Well just got off the phone with a lady I met through group. Havent seen her in a few mos, I had tried calling her several weeks ago about getting together but didnt hear back. 🙁 But then she called his past week so I finally caught her at home. So we are…

Dear Diary, Just wanted to respond to Lisa’s comment. I dont see it as “Punishing” the kids. Its boundaries, teaching responsibility, etc. My Ex as an adult needs to come to me and discuss times to do things, not discuss them with the children. And then figure out how to make things work. We have…