Dear Diary, I had the most WONDERFUL GROUP! Tonight!!!!! It was exactly what I needed, thank you God! It helped me so much and applied directly to my life and what is going on with me, and offered me tools to work through much of what I am going through! I was about ready to…
Dear Diary, Im taking a moment to look at the absurdity of things Ive been saying. Such as “I love and miss my ex, I have warm thoughts of him” This is what she was talking about, thinking with our MINDS, nor our EMOTIONS. That we need to play for visual CLARITY. We spend so…
Dear Diary, Well Ive been following the news on 2 stories since Sunday. Mainly, this 7 yr old boy turned up missing sunday while at a Birthday Party in Beverly Hills. The parents came to get him and they couldnt find him at the home. I guess the yard had its fence down due to…
Dear Diary, Boyfriend will be coming to see me. Yesterday I wanted him so badly, was in a mood for his physical closeness. I spoke today on the phone once again about the woman and he said “Why does it matter Victoria?” and I could tell he was annoyed. How could he not be? Why…
Dear Diary, Thank you for your comments. Alicorn I really appreciate your supportive and encouraging lately, you are a new reader I am really enjoying. Thank you, 🙂 So onto Paulette’s comment. Yes I have wondered the same thing, as far as the not being over my divorce yet. Over my Ex even. As far…
Dear Diary, Well me and the kids took off for another day at the beach, got a later start, picked up boyfriend on the way. The wind picked up and it got a little chilly. But it was a good day still. The kids played in the water then on the beach playground. Boyfriend and…
Dear Diary, Well I cant sleep again. My mind wont shut off about my ex and that woman again. I keep thinking about how pretty she is, how much better looking than me she is. About them together, about them as a couple. Why? Im not sure. I dont wish ill will on either of…
Dear Diary, Well I slept 5 hrs. Could have used some more sleep. I went to bed at 3:30 am. I pretty much sat at the computer until I was ready to fall asleep in my chair to help pass the time till I would collapse. I turned on the cieling fan, and turned on…
Dear Diary, I was up till about 3am. Crazy! And I woke up at 6:30am! I tried about 4 times last night to get in bed. I would get in, my mind would race thru so many thoughts, then I would just break into crying out loud. I couldnt stand being alone with myself so…
Dear Diary, I keep writing so much here and there, its all I know how to do. I am so unfocused today at work, its hard for me, I just want to leave, yet if I leave I just go home and sit with myself just the same. I so badly want to see my…