Absurdity of LOVE?

Dear Diary,


Im taking a moment to look at the absurdity of things Ive been saying. Such as “I love and miss my ex, I have warm thoughts of him”


This is what she was talking about, thinking with our MINDS, nor our EMOTIONS. That we need to play for visual CLARITY. We spend so much time in denial. I dont realize I am doing it at times, Denying again eh?


But here is the absurdity of it all.


Im crying at night losing sleep over a man who…


Hasnt paid any child or spousal support in 2 months

Removed us from the dental policy without telling and my child needs a root canal and he then offered to pay half but hasnt sent a dime.

A man who is seeing a woman I personally know and being devious about it with her asking me info.

A man who wont speak to me about the childrens well being when his mother is being detrimental to them and he has been aware of this even before we split up.


He has not helped with a dime of childcare or our debts since he left over a year and a half ago, he has avoided getting served. He finally was served by a Marshall 2 weeks ago.


He has cut me down, talked poorly about me, harrassed me, tried to put guilt on me, and I sit here and cry over him?


Victoria, its time to wake up! This is not a person worth wasting your tears on.

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