Dear Diary, Just need a moment to vent. I got a letter from the court before my trip. I called my new attny office about it first thing this AM. They said the person I speak to was with a client and could they call me back. I say yes. Well its 1:30 now and…
Dear Diary, I found this on a site today and found it hit the nail on the head for what I am feeling about my ex and his return. Like physical abusers, emotional abusers will often stalk their former partners. The stalker’s objective is often to control her through cultivating fear rather than making direct…
Dear Diary, Get home after a busy hectic time after work, tomorrow will be the same before my trip. Kids call Dad, he tells them he may be moving back to Cali, they run in and tell me in excitement. Inside I cringe and hang on any word they say to him to get info…
Dear Diary, Im sitting here listening to my little ones tape player in the background. He is asleep now. I dont remember if I wrote this, but Mom In Law sent a tape certified mail last week, said in a letter the kids need to learn these songs to sing at their Great Grandpas 80th…
Dear Diary, Well this will prolly be my last post until I get back from my Vegas Trip. My day will be hectic. I leave work early and take little one to get his crown replaced. Mom lent me the cash. And so its Wed and no word from the Ex on the dental insurance….
Dear Diary, Well good morning.:) Im in a good mood. Im feeling great about my new little outlook on life in some areas. I guess the big part is just that I have stopped counting on B. That I make plans for ME. I spent way too much time revolving my life and what I…
Dear Diary, I took the kids to the fair last night. We were there for almost 4 hours. They had a fun time and would have loved to have stayed longer, but it was past their bedtime and school in the morning. But this was their first year having wrist bands and unlimited rides. Mommy…
Dear Diary, Well I turn my diary on private now and then. So if you ever come reading and it says my diary cant be found, dont worry it will be back. 🙂 Back to a night alone with the kids. Can you believe B came out Wednesday night and just left today!!!! I had…
Dear Diary, Well I did my first morning pages today. 3 pages on paper. So it does drain you from sharing as much. 🙂 but nothing wrong with that. Well Im on day 3 of waiting for this Dental Insurance account for the kids. Ex said he would have it for me yesterday. I wrote…
Dear Diary, Morning. Well I didnt talk to B at all yesterday afternoon, or eve or before bed. I get all weird feeling when I dont hear a word from him. Just dont know where he is or anything. I do appreciate the calls before bed. I was a bit frustrated yesterday and calling all…