Going Bye Bye
Dear Diary,
Well this will prolly be my last post until I get back from my Vegas Trip. My day will be hectic. I leave work early and take little one to get his crown replaced. Mom lent me the cash. And so its Wed and no word from the Ex on the dental insurance. He last told me after his nice letter “It will all be straightened out by Monday and Ill send you half the cost”
Yeah right. No word about it since. I wrote him yesterday but have yet to get a response. Whats with these nice moods he pulls then just stops?
God I cannot tell you how many scenarios have flashed through my mind if he moves back. 🙁
B and I spoke last night. He was in a better mood and everything was ok. 🙂 He is excited about Vegas and likes to keep talking about “So what do you want to do there?” 🙂
Ex sent me a partial late support check. Have to wait my usual 2 weeks to make sure it clears first. But I will most likely just have to use the whole thing to get the dental work done my youngest needs. Its been put off too long. And Ive started to accept to live my life with them according to my income alone, and whatever ex sends is a bonus, since he cant be counted on.
I said to B. “If ex is moving back it means his company is either letting him work out here, OR hes quitting his job” Which I have no idea the status of the wage assignment as of yet but was told it can take up to 8 weeks. So I pray to God he doesnt bail this job right when its established.
I have to pack tonight! EEEKS! I bought these new boots this weekend. Wore them to work today to break them in some, but they are still gonna be pretty stiff and kill my feet in Vegas. Ahhh the price ya pay for nice shoes eh? They are a more vinyl looking just below the knee boots. I want to wear them for nights out in Vegas. 🙂
B said hes breaking out his PIMP shirts. His black shirt with blue fuzzy zebra print on parts of it. HAHA. He wore that the night he and I first got together, ::Sigh:: This will be different. I want to go out drinking, I would really like to go dancing with him in a club also. We have never done that together. We have been at a club but we just sat and talked. I want to be romantic and drink and hang around his neck and kiss him and just have a blast.
He sees me as so goody 2 shoes at times and said that he cant really see me getting very wild. Its in me. But we also really havent been in an environment together to be that way much either. So we shall see what happens!
I have been to Vegas a handful of times, but with my ex, and one of the times we took the kids. So this will be different. B used to go with an ex of his there also but they partied. I wasnt into that kinda scene then. So it will be interesting.
Well guess thats all, Talk when I return!