Dear Diary, I just had a blast from the past person message me online. It was interesting chatting again. I used to be a part of this chat room about 4 years ago. A regular and we would to the meetings up in person and the chat room had all the usual drama as most…
Dear Diary, Well I have learned something new, using the proper term for how Im feeling. Envy not Jealousy. I always used the term Jealousy, not realizing its rarely jealousy I feel. But more envy with people or situations. I notice I feel it with boyfriend. Yesterday he said when he got in that he…
Well just a sample of some of the stuff my Mother has given me. I have a dozen sets of these end tables, she also gave me the lamps, I just found the lampshades for them yesterday at Target. I looked all over! They look pretty cool, almost paper bag like with the grain in…
Dear Diary, My garage is almost totally packed! Its fun though, with all the stuff my mother has brought over, Im picking out stuff still that I want. She brought over an old dresser I fell in love with and will have to clean up. What Im going to do with all this furniture, who…
Dear Diary, Its getting harder for me not having boyfriend around more. I notice when he leaves the desire to see him is stronger now. Just missing him, not seeing him after a day to come home too. I miss him more. He went out to brunch with the kids and I today. The kids…
Dear Diary, In law called tonite, she sounded different, very nice and cheerful wanting to speak to the kids. I said again “well I had asked that you wouldnt speak about our issues” she jumped in “Oh no Im not gonna talk about any of that” but each time I spoke I could hear my…
Dear Diary, Im still feeling emotional. I did fine yesterday, Friday night I was a mess night before getting my period, yesterday Im fine as can be, today Im emotional again. Im frustrated with my youngest childs behavior, hes down for a nap now because I had it with how he was acting, constantly fighting…
Dear Diary, I GOT MY PERIOD TODAY! heehee I shoulda figured, with all the symptoms, but I wasnt expected the possibility till about another week. So that is off my shoulders now. I called boyfriend and left him a voice mail this AM with the news. Im exhausted, spent the day at Newport Beach, very…
Dear Diary, I just keep feeling this need to write tonight. I write, finish, cry some more, think some more then keep coming back. Its a night like tonight, where I wish you were here(referring to boyfriend) How I invited you over tonight to watch a movie with me on the couch, but plans didnt…
Dear Diary, Im totally bawling my eyes out. So many emotions flooding over me. Just crying. I havent cried like this about the marriage and my ex this hard for awhile. I do cry at times, but mainly over hurt and frustration over things he has done. Now Im just crying right now, crying over…