Dear Diary, Ok was talking to Mr C this am, he says to follow my heart, since I put my foot down it seems its working with B and its causing a turn around and I should see how it plays out. We talked for quite awhile, he was encouraging me to do more girl…

Dear Diary, Talked to Mr C yesterday after work, he had said at one point “Am I going to see you again?” 🙁 I had never said No you wont, but he knows things went well with B and I. But Im not ready to say Im all Bs either, but Im also feeling I…

Dear Diary, ::::Smiles::: Hee Hee Ok yeah Im in a good mood. I had a nice time with B. He came out at about 4pm yesterday, and he and the kids and I headed to the store. I had to pick up a gift for Dads bday and a few things, run by the pet…

Dear Diary, Well my ex has called on 4 or 5 different DAYS, days not to call the kids. Its only been a little over a week since we sat before a judge, and we agreed upon what days he can call here for the children, we wrote out the specific days and times. And…

Dear Diary, Just having a break, I feel at times, those of you my long time readers, I wonder what is running thru your minds as I type entries, haha. Like do you all cringe each time I give B a chance? I think about people telling me I give a person too many chances….

Hmmm it was weird seeing this answer before my eyes after taking this quiz… What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?

Dear Diary, Ok so B says “Victoria I know that I love you, but something just keeps going way left between us, I know I wanted to see you this weekend but what happened?” So we had a big talk that something just isnt working between us, but what is it. So we had to…

Dear Diary, WOW! WOW! What a SUNDAY! I swear at times my life would make great TV Drama. So I got to sleep about 4am, woke up about 9am. Got up and went on the computer. Hoping to have had some email from B saying he was sorry about the night before or anything. But…

Dear Diary, 5 hrs sleep and Im awake and cant go back to sleep even though my body needs it. Of course I wake up wondering about B. Wondering if hes written or tried to call(ha, yeah right) But inside I still wish or hope he would wake up. Thats my part of the problem….

B came online. Im up still its about 4am. B came on about 3am finally responding to my pages several hours later. His spelling was bad and I figured hed be intoxicated. Which he said he wasnt sober but he drove home to call me. Ugh, 🙁 I tried talking to him, but the ultimate…