Dear Diary, B came out earlier, didnt end up working they had to many people for his shift so he came out earlier. He sat with the kids and I and watched Fear Factor on the couch. He seemed a little grumpy. Well quiet. Not very happy appearing and I thought “Oh great here we…

Mr C: you still there? Me: yes Mr C: did I do something wrong here? Me: No why? Mr C: is it wrong for me to feel and express my frustration? Me: no its not Mr C: Anythng else to add before I sign off? Me: Dont make assumptions and dont take things personally, its…

Me: Hey you Mr C:hi… Me: Just never heard from ya again after thurs nite noisy call. If you dont want to talk its cool just say so ok? Mr C: not sure what to say. rather uncomfortable at the moment… me: ok Mr C: What do you want me to do? Me: nothing, just…

Dear Diary, I took some Echinacea/Goldenseal yesterday and forgot to do so with a meal, so Im thinking its the reason for the gassy, bloaty wonderful run to the bathroom feeling. Im trying to fight off whatever this is so time to crank up the vitamins, had to remove the milk(which I love) from my…

Dear Diary, I had looked up the lyrics to this Eminem song that I heard tonight. The version was radio broadcast so the language was edited. But I actually liked the song. It made me cry. It said a lot, people may take it as sounding harsh, but I took it as very theraputic, honest,…

Dear Diary, Well I had a nice day, 🙂 Went down to B’s house with the kids, hung out till he had to go to work. We went to eat, then the park with the kids, then to his place and they played computer games. My kids really wanted B to play with them at…

Dear Diary, Well Im in a cruddy mood tonite. 🙁 I pulled out my book because I so want to be able to embrace these principles. In the Four Agreements. I had to re read the chapter “DONT TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY” I still have a hard time grasping it all, I guess Im saying Making…

Dear Diary, Im gonna leave in an hour to go and see Spider Man again with the kids at the discount theatre. I personally loved that movie and wanted to see it again in the theatres, so we are going! I havent spoken to Mr C in 2 days. 🙁 He last called me while…

Dear Diary, Good Morning, I had a nice day yesterday, by myself. 🙂 I went to counseling after work and my counselor praised me and told me how well I was doing and she was saying I was doing great. I said “Am I really?” She said “Yes you are learning now to set boundaries,…

Dear Diary, This entry is for Adults 18 and over and of a sexual nature, so dont read if you are easily offended. Just feeling a need to say more, just for my own self. Victoria, you love B. You have been in love with B. Even when you are angry and apart from B…