Dear Diary, Ahhh what a nice feeling this morning. Its almost 9am tuesday morning as I write this entry. B came out Sunday night after work. He stayed over and I was off to work early. Well he stayed at my house, worked on my computer some, then came and took me out for lunch…
Dear Diary, Ok well I went and called B. Told him that his scheduling sucks and that Im tired of it. He basically said “You can tell me I owe you for this” and I said “Oh you do owe me, you had better make this up to me” I let out how I felt….
Dear Diary, :::sigh::: Well B said he didnt know he had to work yesterday that they didnt inform him, So its like friday Im sad he isnt up whiles hes free, He says “Im coming tomorrow and spending the rest of the weekend with you” Then Sat he said he gets a call didnt realize…
Dear Diary, Well since B hooked up the Syquest drive. Here is the photo I took the night we met over 3 yrs ago. I went to a creek with my ex and met him this very night and we all went 4 wheeling together. B is on the very right in the glasses. Its…
Dear Diary, Well I called B again after I wrote my last entry. And I told him how I felt. We went through some rough spots in the convo. He said I have so little faith in our relationship when we go through weeks such as the last one, that if I didnt see him…
Dear Diary, Im totally weepy, depressed feeling. I miss B. Im sad. Im frustrated. I just called him and ask him what hes doing. Hes thinking of going to a party with coworkers. He said I sounded sad. I said “Yeah Im broke, I cant afford to do anything and I miss you” I told…
Dear Diary, Well I got home and relaxed a bit after work yesterday. Then had to head to get the kids from school. They were having a BBQ at the school for their track. I am in the negative money wise and it was $2 a person. And I was sooo tired, but I knew…
Dear Diary, Back again. I had another weird dream this AM. I dreamt I went with my mom for some modeling audition. She was just going along with me. Well they had 15 of us and I was last. And somehow I ended up in this back room having sex with one of the casting…
Dear Diary, ::Sigh:: Im feeling a little weird right now, hmmm just as I typed that I think it dawned on me what might be wrong! It might just be Im getting my period, why do I always seem to forget that when I get all overly emotional feeling and weepy? So we shall see…
Dear Diary, I was dreaming about Ex before I woke up this AM. It was like I was staying in some apartment and he came to see me. And we were being all friendly and talking nicely and he was being affectionate to me and it felt nice. I was getting ready to go somewhere…