Dear Diary, Just sitting around tonight feel mopey and sad. I guess it was kinda tipped off to talking to B. I got home from my Moms. Kids and I ate dinner there, and B left a message saying he was home, was making dinner and just saying Hello. So I called him about an…

Dear Diary, Im just heading to bed, My ex just sent me an email at midnight tonight. And here is what he says… “Victoria, It would be nice to work this out without your Attorney getting rich. What I am asking for is not for you to sell the house and split the proceeds thus…

Well I had the appointment today with my ex representing himself at my Attnys office to settle the house matter. I was a little nervous. Like I wrote in my last post. I knew either Id get Mr Jerk Cocky, or Nice guy. He goes back and forth and I never know who I will…

Dear Diary, I am a part of a domestic violence type website with message boards. A woman from Arizona is new and just has been posting over the past few weeks. She wrote a message tonight that just stunned half of us on the site. We have all urged her to get out and that…

Dear Diary, Evening. Its about 7:15pm. Just hanging out, relaxing in my office watching TV. Kids are watching cartoons, bedtime soon. Well I cleaned up house last night, then B arrived around 10pm. We got comfy in bed and watched some tv and snuggled. Turned the TV off and put the ocean waves sound from…

Dear Diary, Okay I logged off and B had just left me a message. I was quiet again, called him back. I briefly said how I have been feeling. He said he understood and that he could come over tonight. Im like “Why dont you tell me this in the first place?” Why tell me…

Dear Diary, Ah I just showered, and shaved my legs and all that good stuff. With the colder weather and wearing jeans I dont shave every day, and well just dont feel as sexy either. So it was time. I bummed around all weekend in my jammies with no shower, so was time to get…

Dear Diary, Well I spent all day in my jammies. Its been raining off and on, cloudy, windy. I watched Moulin Rouge today, havent sat and watched it all since I got it for Christmas. I cried. I was all bawling at the end. Its just so sad yet beautiful. Takes me back in time,…

Here is what I wrote after we last say one another Jan 6th 2001. This is what I sent him tonight. Once in a Lifetime? Fate? Who Knows All one does know is when two people click. When a bond is formed. A friendship bond, a physical bond, or a spirtual bond. When someone holds…

Dear Diary, :::Sniffling::: Wattery eyes:::::: Well Im teary eyed but its not a bad kinda cry. I just had a really sweet moment with Spy Guy Pal. He just Messaged me…. Him: Hey you – I was hoping you were on here. I actually tried to call you today Me: oh yeah? Him: but –…