Dear Diary, Morning. I went and met with my little ones teacher this AM. Well on a positive note! She has no problems with his academically and she said hes really good in class, hes happy and he smiles. He does have problems at recess, a lot of complaints there, and mainly over playing with…
Dear Diary, I wrote to a friend of mine from the Abuse group. I sent him the diary entries from yesterday. Hes the one who told me to read the Hes Scared Shes Scared Commitment Issue book. He wrote back… You’re going to have to take a look at how your past is affecting your…
Dear Diary, Morning. Well yesterday was crap. I felt horrible, I hate things I said, It was just not a good day for me emotionally. The whole thing with B, then I got home and my kids are outside with the neighbor boy and my oldest comes to my Jeep door tattling on his brother….
Dear Diary, By the way , Thank you all for your comments and private ones. ANd to those of you I spoke to online. You know, its really fascinating. If I took the comments from 3 of you here who have known and read me for sometime,,,,, well each of you had a different interpretation…
He wrote back again, I dont know if hes right.. Im confused right now…“Its like you say all of this and I wnt to react. I really do. Say something elscalte the situation, something. and then its like.. Hmm .. is this a reactionary thing between us… Commitment phobe reaction setting ground already? We come…
He wrote back… “I cannot make it go away. I can say Im sorry, did say Im sorry.I cannot take it back. I realize the impact of it. This is a fantastic opportunity to start a great fight that will ruin V day by the way. “
10 Feb 2004 – What The? Dear Diary, Dammit Im all freakin weepy today at work, this is so how I get when Im having PMS!But that shouldnt be until around the 19th. Im just dwelling over what happened this weekend, mainly the “Fuck You” comment to me in the kitchen with my son nearby….
Dear Diary, Morning. Ahhh feeling kinda weird today, but cant really pinpoint exactly what it is Im feeling. B and I had our first squabble this weekend, well the first since the changes in him. Its wasnt that major or anything, but wow it hurt. Im so sensitive to conflict. I just want to run…
Dear Diary, Well I just spoke to my Mom, been trying to call her since yesterday. Told her what was up with little one as I inform her and vent to her a lot. Shes going to take youngest overnight Sat, WHEW! Thank the Lord. She had planned to do this his next weekend home…
Dear Diary, Well I read up some on the Net, want to go and get some books, I ordered a supplment I found on the Net for little one, and Im doing some changes to his room and all this weekend. So much more to write about yesterday I didnt get to yet. I went…