Dear Diary, BLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH. I so cant wait for the day to be over and the weekend to be here. I just want to go home and do whatever the heck I wanna do. Although there is some error on the cable box to the tv in my room so I havent been able to watch…
Dear Diary, Haha, B and I are emailing right now. Im a toy seller and collector, and this one store has this exclusive line of toys, I want to nab some in the store, before Christmas I was looking for something for weeks in my town, we went to B’s neck of the woods and…
Dear Diary, Morning. Im am better today, not feel so great physically, thinking im coming down with something as I have that tired body feel and my throat was scratchy. So I gargled with salt water, and pulled out the Echinacea. So I ended up calling Cute Gym Guy last night. In some ways, it…
Dear Diary, God I dont know why Im doing this, what the deal is.I miss gym guy really bad, I so just want to pick up the phone, call him, say come over and hold me. Why on earth am I missing him like this? I know very well that if I were to even…
Dear Diary, Had to go and call B and clean up some things. Talked to him till he was passing out. He went in after work today and got a new guage for his piercing. So he had some wine tonight as he said there was some discomfort. He said they did it there in…
Dear Diary, Ahhh Ive been wanting to write, its 9:30, I let the kids stay up an extra 30 min past bedtime, B wants me to call him, and Im just wanting a moment to MYSELF. So everything else can wait ya know? I wanted to write about my kids. I picked them up from…
Morning, Ahh I feel so strange. I just feel WIERD. Not in a bad sense, not in a happy sense. More of an adjustment strange feeling. With B coming out so much now, I have moments of claustraphobia feelings. I pulled out my book last night “Hes Scared, Shes Scared” as I stopped reading as…
Dear Diary, Morning. YAY its Friday! B is coming up tonight! We are making dinner most likely. I havent been to the gym all week. Except the day I got the tv from Gym Guy and he came with flowers and guilt trips. I was dressed to go on Tues, but drove down the street,…
Dear Diary, Well B and I have been emailing back and forth, The kids go off track through March, so ex will have them two weeks out of that month, we have been discussing for sometime taking a vacation. We both feel burned out and we both have vacation time saved up. So we are…
Dear Diary, Well last night we worked on Oldest Childs Missions project and so that was a great bulk of the evening since it was the last night. Im proud of him, hes a smart kid and does well left to himself to get things done, I did help a lot but I know I…