Dear Diary, Im upset right now! ANGRY AND SAD mixed. So this is a total venting entry. WHY DOES MY FUCKING EX GOTTA BE SUCH A STUPID IDIOT!???? Its like I have to totally fucking juggle all this mess and Im the one who has to keep it together, be level headed. Im sooo tired….
Dear Diary, Yesterday was just emotionally training. I just have too many loose ends that Im so eager to have completed. And Im getting so frustrated with everything around me. Mainly the legal thing with my Attny. I talked to my girlfriend yesterday. She said I should demand to see my Attorney( who I never…
Dear Diary, Im just trying to get myself together. I had to call attorneys office. They told me once again the woman I need to speak to isnt free today but tommorow. I said “Im sorry but I keep getting put off and Im not happy with the way this office is handling my case”…
Dear Diary, Just sitting here eating some Homemade soup from Boyfriend’s Roomate. She works for a restaraunt and made a load of soup and a casserole yesterday and is passing it along to everyone. So I did not have to fix any dinner! I just heated it up for the kids. Today I had off…
Dear Diary, Ohhh I feel good tonight. I went out! I spent all day at home, then had to do a little shopping before church. Kids wanted to spend some money so I took them to the $1 store and they were so excited to pick something out with their own cash and stand in…
Dear Diary, GOSH DANGIT! Ok I cant help but laugh, but also be frustrated at the same time. I have been without health insurance since having my last child. We were on the verge of health insurance twice. Then the Ins the Ex got was out of network. I was busy trying to find a…
Dear Diary, Well while I was out last night with C I talked Real Estate. Its what he does. So I shared with him that the only thing I cant really do is refinance the house and get the Ex off the loan at this time due to my income and only one year job…
Dear Diary, Im feeling a little bit better. Got to talk to boyfriend a bit and vent a little. Hes cool about that. 🙂 Then somehow we got about talking about killing bugs, haha. I have been talking to my girlfriend online this evening. Im reflecting on all the good things that have happened this…
Dear Diary, I get a lil sad at times. Sad about the Ex. Im glad Im not with him, cause its better for my health. But Im still sad. Im sad hes so lost. 🙁 and he doesnt see it. Im sad that we cant talk as adults for the sake of the children and…
Dear Diary, Well got a letter from Ex last night. Basically saying that I need to look at the ROOT of what caused our problems. How I claim he has been abusive to me but I wont look at the ROOT. That I left counselors once we got to the ROOT of the problem. Ahhh…