Dear Diary, Well what a strange night of emotions for me. Ive been home all day. Its been quiet. I was a little annoyed at boyfriend first off. He didnt invite me out tonight for a big group thing and I was a little hurt and basically told him last night if he woulda invited…
Dear Diary, Went to counseling and it was good to just talk out some of the things that have been going on in my life and I feel I gained a little bit of new direction out of it. I wrote the boyfriend an email today mentioning how it was watching him work on the…
5 Favorite Drugs Store Items Eh I dont shop in drug stores. 5 Reasons for not/doing drugs 1. Illegal 2. I dont like being out of control 3. My Children, being a good example 4. Im goofy without them just fine thanks 5. Afraid the one time I try Id have a bad reaction or…
Dear Diary, It seems as if I stay in my pajamas homebound on the weekend and often feel slightly depressed. Once the week hits Im busy all week and usually have more stress than I can hardly handle. I guess its the being busy aspect. I dont have to just and be still. And being…
Dear Diary, Well next round with the Ex. :::Sigh::: He has been telling the children he is coming but not giving me a formal notice of when and what time so I emailed him to ask when so I can arrange the drop off. I also have a big Work event that has been planned…
Dear Diary, I feel a little weird at the moment. Just kinda blah. Just too much in my head. First one being my Ex told the kids hes going to buy them their own phone. Which is fine but I know hes trying to act like I dont let him speak to his kids from…
Dear Diary, Well Ive been up early on a Saturday Morning. But its all good. So much to write about! Well first off I need to add what happened yesterday. I had sent the email letter to M in Law. 10 min till I was leaving work she called me at my work. She said…
Dear Diary, Well Im trying to wind down. I am aware even as I wrote my last entry about giving our burdens over to God. Thanks J for the email, 🙂 Like you said, I know its easier to say then do. I was talking to God as I was driving, I also just have…
Dear Diary, My Baby called me tonight from work. He is going to come to see me!!!!! I love him, I had my drink and Im going to take a bath here in a few. I just have to totally unwind. I told my sweetie “Its like Ive spent so much of my life being…
Dear Diary, Well today Im feeling a little better. I felt so bad last night for Boyfriend. The wind was blowing so strong and his little car doesnt do well in bad weather. When he arrived I just hugged him and said “Oh you didnt get blown away” He responded “Oh you have no idea”…