Hit On

Dear Diary, Well Im alone tonight. Just sitting here, not wanting to leave the house enjoying the quiet. But I have to go shopping and get some foooood! Today at work I got a phone call. Which is rare. Only calls for me are family or some appt confirmation or something. So I have recieved…

Oh!

Dear Diary, I had totally forgotten! I have an email from my Ex stating he will drop them off at my Moms house. Signed by him with his work acct, and work email addy. So I do have it on paper. 🙂 Whether or not he brings them there I dont know. But I at…

Whew My Day

Dear Diary, Today was such a busy hectic day. Not my normal work day. I had to drive the Wife Boss around. She had another small stroke so its best she not drive. I really like her so it was a nice day to hang out and talk with her. But then the school called…

Dissatisfied

Dear Diary, Im sitting here a little sad. Not overly sad and crying, I guess just not pleased with some things at the moment. Doesnt mean this is how they will stay, but its just how I feel right now, today, tonight. Boyfriend sent me a hello email this AM. I called him after work…

But I love you?

Dear Diary, Seems there is always something going on around me. The Ex has been calling everyday of the week now. I started turning the phones off. He saying hes calling for the kids. Hes never called like this, Im not stupid. And the children are starting to calm down some and are doing better…

Im Sad Today

Dear Diary, I hung up the phone after a confusing conversation with the Boyfriend. I fell right asleep on the couch with all of the lights on in the house and woke up around 3am. I couldnt believe I fell asleep so quickly right there. I didnt even wash my makeup off or anything. I…

Im Sad, cont.

Dear Diary, Oh and one more thing I forgot to write. We had a prayer time last night at the service. This guy got up and shared how he had a horrible weak. He was holding back tears sharing. Basically he came upon an accident this week and administered first aid to a man in…

His Issues

Dear Diary, Just reflecting as I work today. I went thru this a few mos ago. The boyfriend exhibiting all these similar responses right after I ended things with my Ex for good. My boss has told me “Those are HIS issues, dont let yourself get drawn into them” Ok so how do you not?…