Whew My Day

Dear Diary,

Today was such a busy hectic day. Not my normal work day. I had to drive the Wife Boss around. She had another small stroke so its best she not drive. I really like her so it was a nice day to hang out and talk with her. But then the school called my youngest was sick. We were stuck at Kaiser waiting for boss ladys needed medication. I had to leave pick up my child and return, plus I had counseling and the appt with the attorney all on todays agenda. So the counseling didnt happen I had to call, and I made it to the attorneys office exhausted.

The meeting went really well. I got everything I wanted covered and had my ass kissed big time which was really strange for me. To have everyone there like that to me when Ive felt screwed over and blamed. So things are in action. And I was told he wasnt sure what happened why this is taken so long, but something was mailed to ex on the 14th to sign to amend( which yeah was never done grrr) and there are some new things that will happen and be sent next week, just dont feel like writing them out right now. The ball is rolling and Im aware now of how it stands after talking to him. He was actually great. And I am reminded of why I hired him and why people say he is awesome in these matters. I covered every area of concern and he explained what to do on each and every single one.

What is on my mind most right now is my Ex may be here in town this very night. He said he was flying in today. So I guess I wonder if he will show up at the house to try and talk to me. So I am a little nervous. I wonder if hes driven by the house at all.

I talked to boss in great depths today about the boyfriend situation. She is always wonderful and insightful to talk to. She basically said “How long will you stay?” if things stay a certain way. And we covered ways I can talk to him about things where we need some compromise and resolve. And to see where he is willing to go. He basically feels Im going to jump ship and hes so negative about his own self, that he feels I will just realize what a jerk he is and leave him. There was so much more said but thats just a piece.

Kids are doing well. Attorney said NO to the kids having a cell phone, said “they are too young” and said say No.

Boy oh Boy