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Dear Diary,

Well Im alone tonight. Just sitting here, not wanting to leave the house enjoying the quiet. But I have to go shopping and get some foooood!

Today at work I got a phone call. Which is rare. Only calls for me are family or some appt confirmation or something. So I have recieved 2 calls this week regarding business and questions and wanting to talk to me. Which is actually quite nice I must say. Just makes me feel a little more important? Not sure if thats the word. But Im the quiet one in the back behind the scenes most of the time.

So today’s call threw me for a loop cause I answered to a “Hi Victoria, do you know who this is?” and Im like ummm No i dont?

He then said a name. And it clicked that I had heard it from my boss, her ex. And I was told if he ever called and spoke to me to play stupid. So I was a bit confused and taken off guard that he knew of me, knew what I did and was told he could do business with me. My bosses hadnt warned me so I just listened mainly, took notes and said Id talk to boss and he would call me back in bit. So I walked up front all confused. It turned out it was Bosses SON! He was so dang nervous and rambly sounding. And I felt terrible afterwards because I thought he was someone else. Im like “Why did he say “Hey its me, the bosses son” to begin with? Instead he went about it from the approach of his fathers name and rambled and all for a long time.

So he then called back and I apologized about my confusion. He then said “Well I thought after I called that when they told you who was calling you might not want to answer” (his name is same as my Ex)

So we talked more, he kept trailing on with thoughts, he said often “I should just shut up huh?” It got to the point where I was smiling so big and wanting to laugh cause he sounded so frappin nervous! He said at one point “You know, you just saw me, the day we watched the movies and we all had our kids” I said yes I remember. Then he said “And ***** is your ex right? I dont want to be mistaken here” He has met us both a few times. And I also saw him a few weeks ago on my way out of work talking to his Mom.

So after I hung up. I just laughed. Omgosh he was nervous and being a little flirty with me! Then I thought how weird this is. My bosses son! Hes older than me, divorced with 2 children similar in ages to mine. I no so much about him from hanging out with my boss. It was flattering though also in a way. Sure we all like to be flirted with or found attractive of desirable, but normally its from people Im not really attracted to or interested in. He is attractive, hes a family man, hes older. So it felt different I guess.

Im going to be selling some things for him starting next week, he told me he can come in and work WITH me if I need him to.

So here I am, friday night. I have no kids, and all Ive got planned is driving out at 10pm to see the boyfriend. Not sure if we will even do anything. I may just be too tired anyways. And at this point Im not really feeling sexual. Just with the way things have been. Id be more content with snuggling and a good nights sleep. Its been a weird week between us. I will come home around noon or so tommorow. Im supposed to call a girl from the church who wanted to hang out. And I still havent made plans for tomm nite. I would like to go to a party or club but only if I can find someone to go with that I enjoy.

Im going to go hit the grocery store, I should get to the gym tonight, but Im like the energy and drive tonight, maybe eating will perk me up?