Dear Diary, After oldests group we picked up my youngest and went to the store to pick up a few things to eat, boyfriend is on a no carb during the week diet, so we went to get him a few things and some other things for dinner. It was interesting, yet cute to watch…
Dear Diary, I just wanted to take a moment to say Thank you to all of my readers and commentors. Some of you have been with me for quite awhile in my life, seen me through so many ups and downs. I greatly appreciate this. This diary has been a good form of therapy in…
Dear Diary, I was up till about 3am. Crazy! And I woke up at 6:30am! I tried about 4 times last night to get in bed. I would get in, my mind would race thru so many thoughts, then I would just break into crying out loud. I couldnt stand being alone with myself so…
Dear Diary, My nose is all red and puffy. I want to just go hide away right now. I mean my ex can see anyone he wants to, even this woman. It doesnt mean it doesnt make it sting all the more. Its just weird for me, its tough. Its not just some woman he…
Dear Diary, Ive been very emotional the rest of the day. Crying a lot. Im still crying. Its a wide range of emotions. Luckily I had my anger group today and I was emotional and puffy eyed when I arrived. The group is small so they asked me what was going on and I shared….
Dear Diary, Well Im getting exhausted. I hopefully will sleep sound, I had something nice to shift my mind for a bit this evening. I was actually sad cause boyfriend was busy all day and hes working all night, so no talking this eve like our usual night time calls. So after I wrote my…
I keep crying off and on. Im afraid to go to bed. I though I would pass out. Im afraid to go and sit there alone with myself and my thoughts in my bed. Its one of those nights I wish I could be held just like a baby and rocked to sleep, someone rubbing…
Dear Diary, I just had a blast from the past person message me online. It was interesting chatting again. I used to be a part of this chat room about 4 years ago. A regular and we would to the meetings up in person and the chat room had all the usual drama as most…
Dear Diary, I feel so lame, but am just being real, this is me. I stayed up till about 11 online to see if boyfriend would arrive home, talked to his roomate she said no sight of him. 🙁 I just wish he didnt tell me stuff like “Ill be home around 9pm” I laid…
Dear Diary, Well, I spoke to boyfriend online. He spoke about his day, how it was nice seeing people, and talked about his grandma and what he did there and helped her move things, etc etc. Then he stopped, So I asked how his Teacher friend was he visited. Him : Shes doing ok, having…