Internet Guy Calls
Dear Diary,
Well Im getting exhausted. I hopefully will sleep sound, I had something nice to shift my mind for a bit this evening. I was actually sad cause boyfriend was busy all day and hes working all night, so no talking this eve like our usual night time calls.
So after I wrote my last diary entry, I just sat there behind the computer crying. Wishing I had someone to talk to, and then I got a Message online! It was Spy Man! Oh what a wonderful surprise!
So we went and talked on web cam with our microphones tonight. Wow hes gotten skinnier! He was a little guy already, but he said he lost 15 pds. So now lie he must be thinner then me. He said he got sick twice, he was in Madagascar, and bought some bottled water, that turned out to be tap water, he noticed the rim of the bottle didnt match the lid so the seller has just been reusing bottles. So he got terribly sick from the germs and things in it.
So he was talking about third world countries and getting sick tonight. He also spent some time in Alaska.
Its always nice to hear from him. Our friendship dates back to about 1996. Just as internet friends. We have met twice in person. Last time I saw him was right after my ex moved out, and he and I drove an hour each at 2am and met at a Dennys before he had to leave on a flight out of state.
I love this guy, always have. But I even said this to him about how I seem to find men who are unavailable. With his job its hard for him to have a relationship, and he said he has had to spend his life depending on himself so its hard for him to depend on another.
He told me how good I looked, asked me about the guy Im seeing and is always wanting to know how hes treating me. He told me that he plans to retire in the next few years and will be set for retirement. He wants to live a simple life then, and he says he is ready to try and have a relationship with a person, that he wants that.
We talked online for awhile, he showed me some of his artwork on his webcam, gave me a tour of his place. It was cute. Then we talked on the phone and he played the guitar for me.
So he kept me company this eve, it was nice. But once again he will leave the US, and we will continue our every 6 mos or so reuniting via telephone or the internet.