Dear Diary, Ok was talking to Mr C this am, he says to follow my heart, since I put my foot down it seems its working with B and its causing a turn around and I should see how it plays out. We talked for quite awhile, he was encouraging me to do more girl…
Dear Diary, This entry is for Adults 18 and over and of a sexual nature, so dont read if you are easily offended. Just feeling a need to say more, just for my own self. Victoria, you love B. You have been in love with B. Even when you are angry and apart from B…
Dear Diary, ::::Smiles::: Hee Hee Ok yeah Im in a good mood. I had a nice time with B. He came out at about 4pm yesterday, and he and the kids and I headed to the store. I had to pick up a gift for Dads bday and a few things, run by the pet…
Dear Diary, Well my ex has called on 4 or 5 different DAYS, days not to call the kids. Its only been a little over a week since we sat before a judge, and we agreed upon what days he can call here for the children, we wrote out the specific days and times. And…
Dear Diary, WOW! WOW! What a SUNDAY! I swear at times my life would make great TV Drama. So I got to sleep about 4am, woke up about 9am. Got up and went on the computer. Hoping to have had some email from B saying he was sorry about the night before or anything. But…
Dear Diary, Ok so B says “Victoria I know that I love you, but something just keeps going way left between us, I know I wanted to see you this weekend but what happened?” So we had a big talk that something just isnt working between us, but what is it. So we had to…
Hmmm it was weird seeing this answer before my eyes after taking this quiz… What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?
Dear Diary, Just having a break, I feel at times, those of you my long time readers, I wonder what is running thru your minds as I type entries, haha. Like do you all cringe each time I give B a chance? I think about people telling me I give a person too many chances….
Dear Diary, Im so hurt and pissed off right now. I wish I could just turn and walk away from B and just let him go. I hate this, I just want the man to show some damn iniative and I told him that last night. I told him I need that, he needs to…
B came online. Im up still its about 4am. B came on about 3am finally responding to my pages several hours later. His spelling was bad and I figured hed be intoxicated. Which he said he wasnt sober but he drove home to call me. Ugh, 🙁 I tried talking to him, but the ultimate…