Dear Diary, Do you realize how hard it is for me to just not ask myself WHY? I sit here this evening and tell myself “Dont ask why Vicky, just say how you feel. Express it, dont try to figure it out, just let it out.” So I guess that is what I will do…
Dear Diary, After I wrote that, about a minute later Im here crying. I just want B to say hes coming over after work tonight to stay with me, that he will arrive late, but that its worth it, because he misses me. I want to be in his arms. Or I want B to…
Dear Diary, Its about 8pm on Friday night. I sit here with damp hair, Im clean and just filed and trimmed my nails( I broke one off and snagged another doing yard work this eve) I went home, watched a brief spot of Dr. Phil. Since I work later now I am not home in…
Dear Diary, Wow its actually COLD here today! I thought it looked dark(cloudy) and then look outside and the wind is blowing. Just different, it was around 90-100 range all week. Wow today I can actually wear pants and a long sleeve shirt and not be all sweaty. I got up this AM with my…
Dear Diary, Ive been wanting to write, yet not in the mood to type it all. So we shall see how much I can get accomplished. Im sitting here listening to the CD from Music Dude. I had a good birthday. B came over, he arrived about 30 min after I got home from work….
Dear Diary, Oh boy lots to do at work today! I cannot wait till I get to go home tonight and RELAX! Wooohooo! Spoke to B a little online last night. His phone line still isnt working, it was turned on yesterday but I guess he has to mess with the line or something. He…
Dear Diary, Goodmorning 🙂 Last night before my oldest went to bed he came in and said “Mom, I told my teacher tomorrow is your birthday and she said “Well tell your Mom Happy Birthday for me” he was all smiley and said “I almost forgot to tell you” I hugged him and said thank…
Dear Diary, Just had some bread sticks with marinara sauce. Mmmmm, but now Im full. And B is bringing me my favorite Spicy Thai Pasta dish from my fave restaraunt after work. Maybe Ill wait a bit later to eat it. 🙂 I was just replaying some things in my head ( yeah Im well…
Dear Diary, :::Sigh::: Just having a moment of feeling pissed off at my Ex. I just wrote him and email. About the support. I went and pasted all his emails claiming he was giving me money and when and how much. And so far NOTHING. Like thats unusual? And my attorney said to just ASK…
Dear Diary, I keep forgetting to write this. The night I called my sisters and talked to her husband, when he was giving me advice on the EX mind games. He said “Did your sister call and tell about your Nephew?” I said No. Well its sad but good, its really hard to know how…