Venting a Little

Dear Diary,

:::Sigh:::

Just having a moment of feeling pissed off at my Ex. I just wrote him and email. About the support. I went and pasted all his emails claiming he was giving me money and when and how much. And so far NOTHING. Like thats unusual?

And my attorney said to just ASK my ex where he works. HA! I am not going to get that info by just emailing and asking! I either have to catch him in some convo where he wants to talk to me and I manipulate it out of him, or I follow him(which yes I have been thinking about) I just dont know where he is working or for who at the moment, and I need that info to garnish wages.

So my little ones Dental appt is thurs. Its going to cost around $600 cash since we have no insurance. I dont have it. So Im going to call Mom today. I keep putting his dental work off cause I have to pay cash up front for the work to be done. But the longer it waits the worse it is for my child. He can get a serious infection.

So yeah thats why Im pissed at EX. He pulled all this crap and left me nothing for support once again. And he still hasnt paid a dime to my employers for the insurance he claimed hed pay. And that has been well over 5 mos.

Had a good time at the gym yesterday, My buddy fella came and hung out with me as usual and was amping me up telling me to think “Yeah! Take That!” as I was lifting weights. HAHA to let out the anger over my ex. Felt like I had a boxing coach or something. The guy is great though, hes always good to me.

He even remembered my birthday and asked me if I had a date. I said yes and he was all GOOD FOR YOU! Told me “YOu go get your hair done and look like you did the last time I saw you with it styled, whoa boy” haha I have my hair appointment today. Im excited! Its been awhile since Ive had the whole thing colored and highlighted.

B called last night about 9:30. He told me about his Day. He did a last minute job for the people he lives with. He got notice at midnight they needed someone, and he was up at 7am to work for the day. Well turned out he did the job for a production company and he ended up getting propositioned to be a part of the program! How Cool! B will be on TV! He had to sign release forms and all. He said it was cool and interesting.

He had planned on Monday to start working on his own business cards for computer work, like service calls, and building computers. So within the weekend he met 3 people and said “Dang I gotta make some business cards” So while he was at this production place the guy asked him what he did. Once he told him hes all “Really? Do you have a card?” haha B had to write down all the info for him, but he maybe onto a good thing. A lot of people just need some help with their computers, and he has been just doing it for free for friends and all but once the word gets out it seems someone else is always calling him for some assistance. So its nice to hear he has some vision and idea. Im proud of him. 🙂

He is coming up for my bday after I get off work. 🙂

Talked to Music Dude some during the day.

I do miss him, he laughed as we talked on the weekend because of our matching last names ( well my moms maiden name is same as his) and how they are from the same areas, have some same nationalities. And the one that really freaked us out was the pattern of our families prone to worrying and ulcers. My mom even has a name for it. So once Music Dude said it, I said “No way, My mom calls it this…” and hes all “Okay this is too freaky, maybe we get along so well because we are really siblings, or cousins, so if we have kids they are going to be mutant children” haha. But yeah we both kinda would like to see if we do have any correlation perhaps back a ways in family. You never know!

He says he thinks about me all the time and he “digs” me. 🙂 Hollywood talk.

Well Im outta here for now