Up Early

Dear Diary,

Wow its actually COLD here today! I thought it looked dark(cloudy) and then look outside and the wind is blowing. Just different, it was around 90-100 range all week. Wow today I can actually wear pants and a long sleeve shirt and not be all sweaty.

I got up this AM with my phone in bed next to me. No messages from B. 🙁 Unless he called and I answered while asleep, Ive done that now and then and dont remember him calling.

I talked with Music Dude, he was reading me stuff and I was falling asleep. Which is nice for a change to be talked to sleep. 🙂 It wasnt that he was boring, it was just soothing to listen to someone talk.

We talked about the beach house thing, he said “My God, would you just break up with him already so I can take you!” haha. He loves that sorta stuff. He and his ex used to get away all the time he said, but more expensively then I can fathom even affording. Staying several days in suites in Vegas. And they would do the beach get aways also.

We had a talk about sex, moreso about our marriages. Well he wasnt married but with the mother of his child so we kinda figure it all the same. I had asked about how it was with his ex, he replied “It was horrible.He said “My ex was as sexual as a tree” He said that she pretty much just didnt want it and would just lay there. I was sorry for him and he said not to be. I asked him how he could stand that. He said “Well Im not in a relationship for just the sex you know, there are other things that were good between us” Im not used to talking to an older man or a guy who doesnt think about everything with his penis. haha. I guess Ive just assumed that all men just put sex in the forefront, and that is bad on my part. But he said he has had the best sex since they have split up. The girlfriend he had he said was great, but then she just cut him off altogether months ago. Now hes just seeing a girl from work, but he said its pretty much a sexual thing between them.

He has me laughing so hard last night, things he was saying. We also talked about our kids, how neither of us have really been around other members of the opposite sex with children. Either all the guys I know are married, or just single guys without kids. And he hasnt dated anyone with kids either.

What a crappy day for this wind, they are having an outdoor aerospace event on the blvd. Oh man its gonna blow everything around, they were setting up the canopies yesterday.

Well gotta go get ready, gonna go to breakfast with Mom and Dad. Its moms bday yesterday also. So dad is taking us both out.