Dear Diary, Just got home to find a letter from B in my bed with the Teddy Bear he gave me that I sleep with. It says… Dear Victoria, It was really great to come out and see you. Snuggle up and drift to sleep watching tv. It is always good to have you in…
Dear Diary, :::Sigh::: Well my mom took my youngest for the eve. So it was me and my oldest. I tried hitting up Music dude to hang out with he and his daughter. Since we talked about that before, but then he said he wasnt going to go anywhere today just wasnt up to it….
Dear Diary, Well I went to bed actually EARLY last night. I was feeling sad and depressed. Music dude messaged me and wanted to talk about this chick hes into, and it was just weird for me, then he got pissed at me for not wanting to talk about it. So things were weird. I…
Dear Diary, Its almost 1:30am. Im all puffy eyed, blowing my nose, just kinda winding down. I was to go and see B tonite with the kids. He was to call me today on my cell to let me know the plan for tomorrow. If I would stay the nite down there, or bring him…
Dear Diary, I just re read what I wrote last night. I just felt guilty. He would say he loves me enough hes not going anywhere, and I just want to drop things cause we are in a rough patch. (Believe me Im aware this is a way of turning things on me and blaming…
Dear Diary, I just want to cry. I just want B to come over, crawl into bed with me and hold me. I just want to be held. I am feeling depressed today. I just spent over an hour on the phone with my sister and we talked about her therapy more, our parents. And…
Dear Diary, After all that I last wrote, I thinking I started to just hear myself, hear myself crying each day, heck Ive been crying since I was a grade school girl. I want a boyfriend! Waaaa. Ive been journaling since Jr High and its pretty much the focus of everything I write. HAVING A…
Dear Diary, Goodmorning. I went through yesterday without crying. 🙂 I painted the area above the sliding door in my office last night. Slow progress on that room! But now Im down to one wall almost left to paint! Problem is thats where I have all my stuff. So I first have to move it…
Dear Diary, Omgosh I was starving! I just scarfed down some salmon, MMMM I made it under the broiler with Lemon. I love Salmon like that. I was feeling kinda crappy and I havent had a lot of protein, meat last few days, so after the gym I bought some on the way home. My…
Dear Diary, I have been wanting to write since I was getting ready for work this AM. So much going through my mind. Im emotionally all over the place I feel. I was kinda angry this AM just thinking, now Im at work, just read my email, and I feel like crying??????????? So what has…