Party Invite

Dear Diary,

Well I went to bed actually EARLY last night. I was feeling sad and depressed. Music dude messaged me and wanted to talk about this chick hes into, and it was just weird for me, then he got pissed at me for not wanting to talk about it. So things were weird. I tried to call him and just left him a message and said I was sorry, just things are weird all across the board for both of us.

I ended up just passing out in my clothes, makeup still on. And I slept until almost 10am today!

B called me in the middle of the night when I was asleep. We talked some. I remember him talking about his car mostly. When I woke up this AM I played my machine, he called at almost 4am! Dang!

So here I am kinda mopey this AM and I get online. C is on. This is my Ex’s deceased brothers former girlfriend. You follow?

Anyways we talked about me and the kids coming out to visit and setting that up for a weekend. She informed me they are having a big party. Well its a Halloween party. Adults only, dancing, music, fog machine, everyone dress up. I WANNA GO! So she wants me to come, so I gotta see if I can pull off a sitter. But I have a few weeks notice so I think I can. Its falls on a weekend that I will have the kids, so maybe I can talk to Mom or my sister and just go overnight since its a 3 1/2 hr drive out there. She lives near the beach but northern Cali.

So that got me all excited now. 🙂

She keeps telling me she wished we lived closer, our kids could play. She has 3 now and is married. She and I lived together for a short time and we all attended church and she lived with a family from church years back before ex and I got married so we did a lot of things together back then. Its nice to connect again. 🙂