Dear Diary, Ohhh I wanna cryyyyyyyy! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Not a bad cry though. I love when Im not even on the computer to be honest. Theres just something weird about computers and chatting, its so addicting and such a part of life now. But when Im away from it, its really nice to be LIVING outside…
Dear Diary, Ok this is more of an exercise. My therapist gave me this sheet, I dug all over tonight to find it, so here I am at 1am doing it. So its just answering questions on a though record. Here goes, my first time using it… Situation 1. Where? In my room Who? B…
Dear Diary, Afternoon. I just left a little part out of my entry for the weekend I just realized. Nothing major. But my friend D called me Sun AM. She was supposed to meet me Thursday night at my house but never showed up or called. So she called Sunday and said “Im sorry I…
Dear Diary, Morning. I swear, I have cool neighbors, BUT their DOG! Ugh, Saturday and Sunday morning, the thing will frickin yap its head off by their back door which is across from my bedroom window. I was so mad, getting woke up on a day to sleep in. They must leave or something and…
Dear Diary, I do need to say. Lisa Ive had it with the private comments. They are not encouraging or helpful. So Im asking you personally to just stop reading or commenting here. Im not sure why you continue to even read me if you disagree with things I do. I can respect people with…
Dear Diary, Oh have I mentioned what an ASS my ex is? Bleh I wrote him an email yesterday, It said…. Hi Ex, I know you have been driving with unpaid tickets and your not registered. I just wanted to make sure you are driving with Auto Insurance when you have the children and if…
Dear Diary, I just needed to vent for a second. Was talking to computer guy, and I said “God when is this going to be over? I so want to be done with the ex legal stuff!” And hes all “You sure? I think you enjoy it, what will you do when its over?” Im…
Dear Diary, Morning. Im a little bummed. Not over anything in my life, but my friend D called me this AM, talked to her on the way to work. I know its her problems, just cant help but to sympathize, see yourself in others when you were in a different place ya know? Shes supposed…
Dear Diary, Thank you Jen for the comment. 🙂 YAY! Ive talked about B in my counseling. One part of me says “Dump him! You deserve better!” all that stuff. Then the other part adores him, and I think the big word is “SAFE” B feels “SAFE” and my counselor said “Feeling SAFE Is important”…
Dear Diary, Ok so my friend D just calls me and says “Hey I just found this rental just around the corner from my sisters house, Im gonna go check it out. Its a 2 bedroom with a yard. My friend said the courts are gonna look at if I have a place and a…