Dear Diary, Well I just spoke to my Mom, been trying to call her since yesterday. Told her what was up with little one as I inform her and vent to her a lot. Shes going to take youngest overnight Sat, WHEW! Thank the Lord. She had planned to do this his next weekend home…
Morning, Omgosh my body has been so tired, and my legs, I feel it so much first thing in the AM when I wake up, its so hard to get out of bed. Yesterday at the gym I was so tired and felt all silly like laughing, was telling B about it and he said…
Dear Diary, Morning. Brrrr it was cold out this AM! It was cloudy when I got out of work yesterday, then last night about 8pm or so I could hear the rain coming down. B and I were talking online and he it was stormy in his neck of the woods also. Hes one of…
Dear Diary, Well B made some mention of going to the Anger group tonight and then ?????? he wrote, so I wrote him back and said “Im assuming you were eluding to coming over? I would like to be alone” and he wrote back and said “Yeah I figured you might want to be after…
Dear Diary, Morning I would have written more in my last entry but with B over I just decided to stop there. Well I had a wonderful weekend. B was here. He left around 4:30 am this morning to head home for the commute to work and all. If he leaves after 5am he will…
Dear Diary, B is asleep in my bed right now as I write this at 11:33pm Sat nite.Hes been asleep since a little before 9pm. I just left him be. The sweetheart. He drove out after work Wed, Thurs, and then drove up Friday nite and has been here. We have been having such a…
Dear Diary, Morning. Well B drove out AGAIN last night! I was shocked hed even want too. My little one even said “Wow B, your here again???” and I laughed and B is all “Yeah crazy isnt it?” And little one said “Yeah thats weird!” He laughs as do I at how perceptive youngest is,…
Dear Diary, I had written half an entry yesterday when POOF then computer snapped off. Hate it when that type of thing happens. Im doing okay today. Ive been super stressed, my oldest has had this pimple on his chin, it was there for days and he wouldnt do anything about it, it was all…
Dear Diary, Morning, Well It was nice to have a day off. The weather was perfect also. I took all the junk out of the back of my vehicle to the thrift store to donate finally, I totally washed the outside of my Jeep, vacuumed it out inside and cleaned up the dash and inside…
Dear Diary, I feel icky. Im reading more of my book and I just read things and they just hit me. I have to close the book, sometimes I just want to cry. Im facing a different part of myself, one that I hadnt ever really looked at before. Its tough. Im in this internal…