Dear Diary, Was reading another diary on Love. So Im just in the mood to chronicle some things about my relationship with my Boyfriend for later reference. We met as friends during my marriage. He was respectful and a good listener. I didnt really desire him in a physical or dating sense. I just really…

Dear Diary, Boyfriend and I spoke last night. I was laying in bed all evening, just spending time online doesnt have the same interest for me lately. I find myself not wanting to chat very much anymore these days. So I sat down and watched this Biography story on A&E or some channel about this…

Dear Diary, Im crying now. Im just so frustrated. I just sat down and did the bills. The savings I spent a year making in my savings account. Is officially gone today. It was my emergency account I didnt touch. But I had to pay the mortgage and the utilities. Im panicing I know, at…

Dear Diary, Ive had way too many brownies. Bad Bad evil sugary foods! My friend loaded me up with 3 plates of baked goods, I should have said no to so much or gave it away. I swear baked goodies are like drugs to me. I cant resist. I think Im on that low you…

Dear Diary, Well I talked with boyfriend. I sent him this letter then we spoke afterwards. Hi Hun, Ive been thinking about us and how things are going. A lot of things have been shared between us. Ive heard you say you like being alone, you like being broke, your more content to sit home,…

Dear Diary, Thank you all for your comments. I did speak to the boyfriend today about my thoughts and concerns. Ill post it later, but overall I am glad I spoke, and I feel it went well. I fear at times speaking, fearing the response. But it went well. So I feel good. 🙂

Dear Diary, I just woke up. I fell asleep about 8pm. Its almost 1am now as I write this. I was so tired since I was up till 2am the nite before. Boyfriend was going to the gym and I had called him, the convo was once again pretty non exsistant. I said “You have…

Dear Diary, This is a bit of a downer entry. Its just the way life is at the moment. It wont stay this way, but for right now its a bit frustrating. Im Negative $111 in my bank acct. I have the car ins written to send, so Im holding off to the very end…

Dear Diary, My girlfriend stayed here until 2am. We just talked and talked. It was nice to sit up late and do that. I miss that sort of thing. I did mention the boyfriend to a small degree to her. She asked me more but I didnt feel comfortable telling her too much about us,…

Dear Diary, Im sooo sleepy! I just got home from my parents house. Sister and her family also headed back home. Kids and I went to church this AM, both the kids got to wear their new shirts and ties and looked so handsome. I wasnt sure where we were going to go this AM…