I HATE him

Dear Diary,

Im crying now. Im just so frustrated. I just sat down and did the bills. The savings I spent a year making in my savings account. Is officially gone today.

It was my emergency account I didnt touch. But I had to pay the mortgage and the utilities.

Im panicing I know, at least they are paid for this month, I just dont have any reassurance next month will be any better. Im at the mercy of the attorney to get my child support order done, which Im still waiting on to get the order sent, and they said it will take a month after that.

Tax refund is like 6-10 weeks, blah

I just dont want to borrow from my Mom. Ive been making it ok, and here we go again.

Im angry at my Ex, I was just sitting here tonite at the desk writing out the bills and watching all the cash gone, and no more pay for 2 weeks.

And then I start over again. I pray to God my return gets done quickly, my sis said the IRS will probably send me a form to verify I am head of household also first.

I have no idea why she didnt do the E File, I need it now. 🙁

How can a man call and say hes concerned about his kids? Say he loves me and hes sorry for the way hes treated me and that he makes me cry and hes sorry?

HES SO FULL OF SHIT!

HES SUCH A LIAR!!!!

Yes its very hard to hear him call. He doesnt care, if he cared hed do whats required of him. No child support for April now, I guess in a small way I hope a check arrives,

I HATE HIM.