Dear Diary, Well I get to go to the courthouse today for the class for several hours. I also got word from my childrens school that my youngest may not be able to get in the after school program. 🙁 Im registering him for school next week but it may be too late but she…

Dear Diary, Im a little tired and irritable. Just took the kids to VBS. So they can be off having fun for the next 3 hours and mom can get some calm quiet time to herself. ::::Deep breath::: I get a call today from my attorney office(the old one) They want me to attend a…

Dear Diary, Didnt talk to B except earlier at work yesterday. I was on the phone till almost 12:30 with Mr Comedy last night. I got back online and still no B. I guess I get sad at times that he doesnt call me anymore due to the long distance shut off at the place…

Dear Diary, Ok so Im all scared now. I guess its because I do have some attraction to this guy? And I dont even want to be in the cheater position again. See I get all freaked out about going to an amusement park with a guy. Is it part of what my reader wrote…

Dear Diary, I called Mr Comedian. He said Yes. LOL Wow that was easy. He said “We will have to leave early though you know, and get there when the park opens!” He said hed talk to me later tonight online. One of my readers wrote me an email. I know she wont mind if…

Dear Diary, Well Im sitting here debating on going to DisneyLand or not. I have a free pass that expires July 5th. I really want to go, talked to the sitter and she could watch the kids this weekend for a day. But who shall I go with? Disneyland is around $50 now. Already talked…

Dear Diary, Just got in, the kids have been at Vacation Bible School this week so it gives me a few free hours. So Ive been at the gym again. Its been harder to go with the kids out of school. Ive actually been losing weight, because of the “Stress” diet Im on. I eat…

So heres my new Bear. Hes just a Regular Classic Style Teddy. B bought him for me and made him with love. Cornelius the Bear

Letter to Ex Hi ******, I am not aware about the talk with ****. Im only aware of the night C came to talk to you and you guys sat out front late at night and you came in and told me you confided in C about sleeping with that guy for money. And C…

Dear Diary, I sat in bed last night, had a talk with God. I held my bear in the dark. And I spoke. I talked to God about being sorry for any wrong doings I have done, I asked for forgiveness. I asked for wisdom and strength with my Ex. I asked for justice to…