Ghost Letter

Letter to Ex

Hi ******,

I am not aware about the talk with ****. Im only aware of the night C came to talk to you and you guys sat out front late at night and you came in and told me you confided in C about sleeping with that guy for money. And C shared with you his own personal struggles. C has not been alone with the children, his wife watches them, and all of us have gone out together, and this is in reference to something that was about 6 yrs ago?

**** lied and pretended she is was not with you and inquired about my life and the children, if she has such questions since she was with you anyways, then she can ask YOU but not pretend to be friendly or fake or dishonest to me. And yes she was with you in May, **** leaked that news. And then telling your own children to keep **** a secret and that if they tell Mommy she will get mad at them? That is using your children and very inappropriate. Please remember you are moving in a circle of people who know one another. And you put the children in a awkward place of telling them to keep a secret and the boys got in a fight in front of my mother and I because one wanted to tell and the other yelled at him for doing so. That is just sad. Your own children fighting over your secret.

Do you recall **** pulled a knife on his mother, so what then? Are you gonna throw up something about everyone? Well in that case none of these people should be around the kids at all. You have to remember each time you make an accusation you are going to have to answer for your own actions. Such as chasing **** down the street and hitting him and waking up the boys and Me calling ***** ***** across the street to intervene as **** was yelling “Help Call the police! Hes beating me!” as our oldest child was looking out the window.

If you want your relationship a private one then maybe you need to talk to **** since he is the one who ratted your secret out. And dont see her around the kids then.

What on earth are you doing? This shows Zero regard for your childrens welfare *****. This is just being bitter and playing games. This issues with your Mother have been ongoing and I really have no idea why all of the sudden you are siding with her and her roomate before your own children’s well being. This shows me how low you have gone. It sickens me because I know you know the truth about your Mother and Her Roomate and how they have been and treated you and all of us. And you’d rather put your children through all of this? Instead of being honest?

I really do not understand what any of you are trying to do? Your mother is making accusations, you disqualify them, then you change your mind, then the next day you take it back again. You then tell me your Mom is sorry, but I have yet to hear one word from her. I did not start any of this. Your mother did and now all the sudden this year you are playing along, and I really don’t get it ****.

What matters right now are 2 little boys. Their best interest. Please stop all this. You called me and apologized to me for how things are going and I told you they dont have to be this way, so I really dont understand??

Victoria

I needed to write this, to my ex, even though I didnt send it, because I really dont see what it will do. I keep thinking I can snap sense into my ex, but if that worked I wouldnt be where I am right now. I will talk to my new attorney tommorow at how to handle all of this.

So for now I put out my thoughts into cyber land. Praying they will do some good and penetrate his heart somewhere or that something will break through.