The Dream Guy

Dear Diary,

Im a little tired and irritable. Just took the kids to VBS. So they can be off having fun for the next 3 hours and mom can get some calm quiet time to herself. ::::Deep breath:::

I get a call today from my attorney office(the old one) They want me to attend a class at the Courthouse tommorow. My Attorney mentioned it to me the last time I was in. But why nobody ever told me about it and gave me the info and set me up until NOW. Is another thing to add to the list on how the old attorneys staff didnt do there job. So thank GOD. They at least figured this out today! Basically its a parenting type class they want all parents to take before going to mediation or anything like that, to learn about your emotions and setting aside your conflicts for your children and all that. They want all parties to attend before their court dates. That it looks bad when you dont go. So this is the only one left before my next court date. So I will have to take off part of work. I already notified them. Not sure if my ex’s attorney had him do this, since the last class was on the day he was last here and he very well could have gone. But if he did, he sure didnt learn much.

I also found out the old attorney did submit the paper to the court for wage assignment. THANK GOD. So its in the works. Also the attorneys are swapping and getting all my paperwork over to the new attorney. I also just borrowed $1900 from mom. That makes a total of $4400. Eeeks! But I have to do it and thank god she can lend me the money and I dont have to go apply for a loan and all of that. I hate borrowing. I have one credit card left at about $950!!! Im so happy. So when this is all over I will be busy paying Mom off, but I will do it!

I took my oldest in for his group today. Talked to the therapist who does my Monday group. I really like her but shes moving and leaving soon. So I asked if this same group slot would continue, she said yes and that this new guy working there will be taking it. Omgosh! I just have to say it, but this guy is new there and he is drop dead gorgeous! I just have to stare at him everytime I see him. Anyone have there little fantasy of there dream guy and what he is like looks wise? Well this guy fits the bill! Hes slender, dresses in nice shirts and jeans, trendy glasses, and gorgeous thick brown hair with bangs that dangle over his eyebrows. He looks quite young, but then to hear hes taking over the therapists group? He must be older then I thought. I cant even walk past the man without feeling all self conscious. Im such a goof, but hes just so good looking!

So now he will be heading up that group. That will be interesting!HA! Sitting in front of him every day sharing life.

Well Im going to go clean up some of my house, relax and head to the gym before getting the little guys back home.

Im trying to put ex out of my mind as much as I can and not worry so much. I feel better, but it takes a conscious effort to do so. Its time for me to move forward with my life!