Dear Diary, I have been wanting to write since I was getting ready for work this AM. So much going through my mind. Im emotionally all over the place I feel. I was kinda angry this AM just thinking, now Im at work, just read my email, and I feel like crying??????????? So what has…

Dear Diary, Omgosh I was starving! I just scarfed down some salmon, MMMM I made it under the broiler with Lemon. I love Salmon like that. I was feeling kinda crappy and I havent had a lot of protein, meat last few days, so after the gym I bought some on the way home. My…

Dear Diary, Was just reading this from an EHarmony newsletter I get. Just note for myself 🙂 How to make a Clean Break Up 1. Tell the person what you like and appreciate about them. 2. Point out their strengths and what drew you to them in the beginning. 3. Express what you like about…

Dear Diary, Morning. I was so tired this AM, just didnt want to get out of bed. Wanted to just SLEEP. I have been waking up later and later and Im amazed I still manage to get ready and the kids off to school in time! But I do! I was up till about 12:30…

OH! By the way. I went on my buddy list tonight and removed a bunch of brainless males from it whos name I cant stand looking at any longer. And wondering why on earth I glare at those names anyways? God I wouldnt even go out with them, dont talk to them much, but every…

Dear Diary, I wrote my entry then started a bath. I got in the tub and just started to cry. I began to write letters to B in my head of how much I love him but how this isnt working. A heartfelt type of talk and imagining us talking through this. Its like B…

Dear Diary, Well as much as Im glad the work day is over, sitting home makes me sad. 🙁 I mope. I dont have much motivation. I am sad. I was driving today and thinking about this thing with B. In the past I was a young whiney needy girl who had to spend every…

Dear Diary, Morning. Still feeling bleh, kinda lost I guess. Having things pour over and over in my mind. I cant wait to get over this hump, my work enthusiasm is low right now and I need to perk that back up. I didnt hear from B yesterday. It was his first day of the…

Dear Diary, Just needed to write as feelings of loneliness wash over me. Just dealing my own self. My fear of being alone. My fear of not having a person to run too, to call, to call my own. At times I feel so cool and okay in my situation. I spend most of the…

Dear Diary, Morning. Just kinda feeling blah today. Yesterday was strange for me. It was weird to be home and to think about being single and having nobody to “call” and have there for me. I went to bed at about 11pm. Didnt hear a word from music dude all day. Our last talk was…