Dear Diary, Well I went to my Domestic Violence support group tonight. Mind you Ive been going on a regular basic since early last year. Although I first visited it way before that for a brief time then quit going. I returned once I separated and my Ex’s behavior was scaring me. Ive seen this…

Dear Diary, Just read the comment Daisey left for me. Hope ya dont mind me mentioning it. 🙂 But basically to remember that my EX will be held accountable. He will not fool everyone or get away with it in the end. He will have to face God. Yes I do agree. Then I can…

Dear Diary, Waiting for my kids to come home. They should be here within the hour. I just want to hug them. I wonder what mood they will be in? I hate that my ex is back here in town. I absolutely HATE IT! I hate it that I cant afford to go elsewhere to…

Dear Diary, Ugh! up at 6:30am! I went to bed around 1am! I was up watching that show Cheaters. I was about to cry with the poor woman. Her boyfriend was having sex with the girl babysitting their son. And the whole confrontation mess. The babysitter said “He doesnt want you, hes gonna leave you…

Dear Diary, Well I think Im getting the flu. Im slightly feeling achy, not bad at this point. Just getting ready to drink some Theraflu. And so I probably have what my little one has. So I wouldnt have been up to much this weekend if I went out of town probably would have wore…

Dear Diary, I forgot to add. I called up the Realtor Thursday. This is the woman who found me and my ex this house. A really great woman. Shes in her 50s but did a wonderful job selling us a house (We got burned badly with a bait and switch deal before we met her)…

Dear Diary, Ugh I was up before 7am! On a sat with no kids! Grrr, but once I woke my mind shifts into high gear about ex stuff. And then I cant go back to sleep. So here I am. Well my ex called me thurs nite. Left a message saying “Im at Walmart buying…

Dear Diary, Thanks for your comments friends, private ones also and emails. 🙂 Im just so boggled down with stuff at the moment. I dont even have the strength or energy to write it all. I used to always be so sad each day that B wouldnt call me, that he wouldnt talk to me…

Dear Diary, I just wanted to write to my regular friends here and Reg readers. Im mainly writing about B stuff. Its not really what consumes my day, its just some thoughts that come out at night when I cant sleep. Im under a lot of stress right now. And yes the B stuff is…

Dear Diary, Well its about 11:30 pm and Im crying. B called me back about 9pm. I gave him the rundown on the legal stuff and emails from Ex. B just went off on this tangent of “So give him the money he wants, your negotiations arent working, so give him what he wants” I…