Dear Diary, I just read a news story on Yahoo news. About 3 boys surviving a plane crash. Oh the story just tore my heart out. http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/ap/20030304/ap_on_re_us/missing_plane_32 ” After rescuers were lowered Monday from a helicopter to the site, they found a remarkable sight amid the frozen carnage: Three young boys and their father had…

Dear Diary, Well Im home after my day out. Its cloudy here, supposed to be more rain on the way. We went to the Titanic exhibit. It was cool, although I wish I could have afforded the headphones taped part of the tour which was extra $5 per person. Its just amazing all of these…

Dear Diary, Well its almost midnight on Sun eve. Im doing good. I got over my moment, which I knew I would, its just the feelings that creep in at times, Im working thru them, but ugh its a pain being in my head at times. Last night as I was chatting online a guy…

Dear Diary, Well Im having one of my moments tonight. Im not insanely going nuts, as Im aware of myself and what is going on. Yet at the same time trying to overcome it and understand myself and wonder why I dont have things in my life I seem to say I want. This entry…

Dear Diary, I wanted to post this here. I was having a discussion with a friend online and I think she put it well. On describing much of some of what Im experiencing in my relationship with B. I think it does make a lot of sense. I just wanted to share it with others…

Dear Diary, Morning. My little one was being a total pain this AM before school. I feel so bad. I feel Im on him too much. I feel like Im scolding him too much. And Im really at a loss of what to do with him. Example, here is the AM with him. He is…

Dear Diary, Evening. I dont write as much lately. Just dont feel like I have as much to say right now. Which isnt really a Bad thing. I think Ive relaxed, Ever since my “lightbulb” moment over discovering I panic over things and amplify them, Im more aware now and so far havent been as…

Dear Diary, Goodmorning. Well I feel pretty good today. Didnt have kids last nite or this AM. I went to therapy after work yesterday and told her I was doing much better then my last visit and explained why and my realization of my panic/anxiety. And she had me give scenarios of what I meant….

Dear Diary, Good Morning. Well I have therapy today at 2. Im anxious to talk about this panic/anxiety issue since its new to me. And I wasnt aware of it until after our last session. Kids go see Dad tonight and I have my second night of my class which Im looking forward to. My…

Dear Diary, GoodMorning Well back to the responsible working adult world. 🙂 I left on Friday eve and went to B’s. I arrived about 8:30pm. I really wanted to go out and do something, but what? I just dont really have people to “hang out” with. I went to the gym after work friday. There…