Dear Diary, I just had to write this. After Reading JustJen and Daisey. Its like here are 3 of us. All different women, different situations. But loneliness exsists in all our situations. One of us is Single One of us has a long time boyfriend One of us is married And how we are all…

Dear Diary, Morning. I got incredibly lonely feeling last night. Very emotional, tears. I dont normally get like that unless its before my period, but Im just a week past having my period. I guess Im feeling good with B with all the talks, Im feeling good with my progress in therapy and understanding the…

Dear Diary, Oops forgot to add a little to the entry. B did go to the ex bosses place. First thing he said was “Oh Victoria you would love his house, its a spanish style cottage. He showed me his bedroom and its painted the same color you just did in your office. And I…

Dear Diary, Morning. As I finished my entry last night, B messaged me online. YAY! I wasnt expecting to see him home since he was going to the ex bosses house to help him set up computer stuff and have dinner. He immediatly told me happily he finished his taxes and they were electronically filed….

Dear Diary, Ahhh been a busy eve with the kids! Been looking forward to a minute to just sit down and breathe. Had to go to counseling, run home, get some paperwork for attnys office, Run it by, pick up kids, go home, cram in homework and dinner and changing them for the Founders Day…

Good Morning, You know its funny, hear I go buy a book on dealing with your Finances, and its teaching me lessons that are not about my money but about myself and all. Ive actually gained a few lessons/light bulb moments as a result of this book. I think the big one is telling yourself…

Dear Diary, Oops forgot to mention the chat with the ex last night. When it gets to him questioning me about a person, that was the woman he was dating that I knew personally and had no idea she was dating my ex and she played all friendly to me, then later on few mos…

Dear Diary, Morning, you know Im so freakin insecure that its not even funny. Im totally aware of it, bothered by it, but not sure how to work through it. So it will be really good to go over this in counseling tomorrow. She told me to start doing the thought record sheet. So I…

Dear Diary, Well just had some Lasagna. Ahh my tummy. 🙂 Its quiet, with my little one in trouble and confined to his room and no playing its quiet here, but hes in the bathtub at the moment. Then he will eat dinner then straight to bed lights out. Well my ex wrote an email…

Dear Diary, Im feeling kinda bleh this AM. Think I just need to eat something, just my mood is a little irritable. And I am so frustrated with my youngest child. This constant lying is driving me nuts. He lied on thursday and threw his dinner in the trash and I found it when I…