Dear Diary, Morning. Im in a weird mood at the moment. I want to write here but I dont? I think I just need to eat, but Ill type however much I feel like typing. Its a wierd thing. I miss B, I dont get to be around him every day, then I get a…

Dear Diary, Well Im home today, got to sleep in! AHHHHHH! My body is so sore from my lower body workout, B told me I need to do some walking if possible, to help flush out the lactic acid in my body which is what causes the soreness. Ill see what I can pull off…

Dear Diary, Omgosh Im sooo tired, well my body is. I havent worked on my legs in weeks since my knee was bugging me. I just played it safe. And today my gym buddy taught me how to use a new piece of equipment. So my legs are all shaky, I was driving home and…

Dear Diary, Well, now Im the smiley girl. With my bouquet of Tulips from B. 🙂 So lets see whats gone since I last wrote? I went to gym for a brief workout after work yest, got the kids and then got them ready for their performance at the local theatre. My Mom went with…

Dear Diary, A Miracle has Occurred! Yesterday B sends me this email from his work saying he has this maniacal evil plan and typing muaahhhaaahhaaahaaa. So Im thinking hes just being goofy, asked him if he just took his dietary stuff which can make him uppity and silly. Hes all “I have a secret, Im…

Dear Diary, Well, my coworker, computer dude messaged me. Server crashed at work, so hes a bit stressed so I sent him a little pat on the back message. He and I havent talked much, I was hurt about his comment a few weeks ago saying that he thinks I enjoy the crap with my…

Dear Diary, Morning. I swear my brown suede jacket is my favorite. I found it in a Thrift shop years back, it fits me perfect, its light, its cool looking, but after the spider in the sleeve yesterday morning. Im afraid to wear it! lol I have it in my Jeep outside but ended up…

Dear Diary, Morning. Not a good way to start out your day when you put your jacket on and a spider is in your sleeve, and to make it worse its crawling across your hand, and ITS A BLACK WIDOW! I FREAKED! Flung my hand so hard it flew onto the floor and I stepped…

Dear Diary, Well this is more just for a venting purpose. This entry. And I keep thinking of my therapist and this is the type of thing I need to show her or read to her. So this entry is just me putting some thoughts out, the way my mind mulls over things. Im feeling…

Dear Diary, GoodMorning. Its sprinkling, been raining here lightly through the night, woke up to hearing the rain. I had a nice weekend. B and I talked on Friday night, which I never got the time to write about. But I talked to him about missing him, about how it gets hard for me sometimes,…