Kids, Music Dude and Laci

Dear Diary,


Morning. I swear my brown suede jacket is my favorite. I found it in a Thrift shop years back, it fits me perfect, its light, its cool looking, but after the spider in the sleeve yesterday morning. Im afraid to wear it! lol I have it in my Jeep outside but ended up grabbing my white cotton zip up jacket. Im afraid of my other one! I totally need to sit down and look it over.


I was heading home from work yesterday, went by the house real quick. Realtor had left me info for my attny on the house. I then checked the machine, I was on my way out the door for my facial and massage. Well school says my little one isnt feeling well and wants to be picked up. Crap! My appt is in 15 min and when you cancel this late they still charge you. So I called my Mom, asked if I could drop little one at her house. She said yes and she lives right down the street from the Spa place. So I ran and got my little one, he was alright, just his throat was bothering him, so I brought medicine, and he was all good and camped out on Grandmas couch watching cartoons.


I went for my facial, ahhhhhhhh I love when they have the steam blowing in my face, it feels so good.


I was with a different girl once again. Ive seen 3 now. You can request a specific one but I thought the last woman was a bit too rough, more clinical. But the girl I just had? She was more lax, and her massage wasnt so great, the other 2 Ive seen were much better.


So despite the last lady being more clinical/serious, she was good. This girl was giggly and nice, but her massage was weak.


It was shorter too, less time spent on the massage.


Anyways, its weird, first girl said I had pretty skin, last time I was told “You have a lot of breakouts and blockage around the neck area” Which is true, that where I tend to have my breakouts, along my jawline. Then I go and get told “You have pretty skin” once again. HAHA, make up your minds! But also with the last visit it was right around my period and that is when I have my flare up.


And this girl didnt try pushing off any sales and products on me, which was nice. But I dont think Ill use her again.


Went and got the kids then went to the grocery store, My little one felt pretty good, and the medicine helped his throat. I bought us Chinese Food at the little place inside the grocery store, I was starving and it was after 6pm. I didnt want to deal with making dinner.


Well later that eve online I talked with Music Dude. He began to start telling me “I went out last night” Im all “OH?” since obviously he wants to share.


So he told me that his ex girlfriend called, at the club someone forgot their amps n stuff and she asked if he could give her a ride, to pick up hers and could she borrow his also. He said he did it, but in a way was angry and resentful and felt used, so when he dropped her off he said “What am I your gimp?” And she got all pissed off and told him forget it, nevermind, then he apologized. She called him later and told him she was upset at him, and they had a talk, they work together, so they will have to learn to get along to some degree.


He then said he went to this chicks place. She was a bartender( he dates the bartenders and his personal assistants) It seems thats where all the women come from. So this chick he was seeing right before he and I actually met in person. They never became a “Couple” It was more of a sexual hook up thing on a regular basis, but he said she was young, immature and incapable of decent adult convo. So that ended. So he said “Well I went to see her, I thought I wanted sex, that would make me feel better” And then he said, “Well I couldnt do it”


So we got into a talk about him. He was talking about how he felt used by the ex girlfriend, and I said “Oh kinda like how I felt when I came down to see you?” and hes all “Umm yeah, I guess so” Then he went on some speech about how he doesnt just fool around with strangers, he sleeps with people out of love and feeling intimacy.


I finally had it, and yes, its being around B that influenced this part of it, and so I said to Music Dude….


“Listen, just admit it, you just want to Fuck someone to feel better, call it love or whatever you want to call it, your hooking up, just be realistic about it”


Yes when I was with him, it wasnt all special and about love, granted yes we are friends, but to try and go to the sexual realm. I wasnt really there, it wasnt special or anything. And I know enough about him, he wants to have sex to feel close. And I told him he confuses intimacy for LOVE and thinks hes in “LOVE” with people or whatever it is. Thats part of his problem.


So I was telling B about it, and hes all “What is that guy high?” I laughed, and said “Well yeah he probably is” But B gave me a High 5 for my response. Hes all “Yep the guy just needs to admit himself he wants to fuck to feel better about himself” instead of flowering it with words of love and self denial of what hes really doing. USING WOMEN TO FEEL BETTER.


But music dude didnt do that he said, which is cool, but for the first time last night he was starting to bug me. I was seeing how much in self denial he is about his part in things. And so I kinda just lost my desire to chat much with him. I love him still as a buddy dont get me wrong. Just had enough of hearing about his junk.


Also was talking to B about my friend here ( you know who u are lol ) I tell him stuff but no names or anything, just that I have a “friend” whos dealing with such and such. So “Friend” B said ” Just be aware of the reprecussions of your actions and the shit that is to follow, be real with yourself” And he also said “Your asking for an ice pick pinned to yourself with your wedding photo attached” Yeah I know B always has a blunt way of putting things, but you get the idea. Hes all “ooohhh man you dont do stuff with a guys buddy, thats asking for bad news”


We sorta wrapped up the end of the night, my message board was talking about the Laci Peterson story, and B and I were talking about it, and Dateline did a special and its all over news and radio here.


Still waiting on the ID of the bodies. But I dont see how it cant be her and her unborn child. And most of us have believed Scott her husband did it long ago from the way he was acting. You might want to visit the website Lacipeterson.com for the full story.


Well Im gonna go for now,,, laters!

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