I was reading up on Affects of Stress and all. And I found this, it reminded me of FloatsonClouds also and her entry about working moms and all. So just wanted to post this…… From this website on Affects of Stress http://www.amwa-doc.org/publications/WCHealthbook/stressamwa-ch09.html Why Women Are So Vulnerable ——————————————————————————– While it is true that men may…

Dear Diary, Well I was glad to hear the children are alive in the GA murders and the father is in custody. Sad story. Guy killed his childrens Grandparents, Aunt and then their 10 month old sibling. The other 3 children were missing. I woke up early this AM and immediatly had them on my…

Dear Diary, Anyways, I talked to my Gym Buddy on the phone last night, Told him briefly was up. Since hes my good friend and looks out for me. He just said that yes a man has to treat a woman with respect, and he shakes his head at men these days and how they…

Morning, I fell asleep at my usual 11pm while talking to B. Prior to that I told B what Gym Guy had said, how it pissed me off. B said “Vicky, I know its rude and totally disrespectful what he said, but also you have to look at it like this. He hasnt been with…

Dear Diary, Well, what a way to kill the way I was feeling about Gym Guy today, guess it was needed. I go into counseling. I hadnt been in 4 mos! My therapist said I even looked different, shes all “Have you lost weight?” Im all yeah about 5-7 pds. Wouldnt think that would be…

In Response to Marcella’s comment…. Hey by the way! I looked at your diary and you havent updated it in forever! Whats going on with you and the baby!??? I want an update okay? How are you doing????? I do agree, B was hurting me, I was hurting myself staying and I HAD TO BREAKUP…

Dear Diary, Just some more letters. First one I wrote to B…. I dont mind you sharing the letters at all, 🙂 I think we are getting pretty good with one another to tell eachother what we need, dont need, dont want to hear, when weve had enough, when we need a break, etc. So…

Dear Diary, First off want to thank Jen for the card and gift certificate. THANK YOU! I have not gotten out any cards this christmas, first time in YEARS Ive not done it, and kinda funny my close girlfriends have sent me cards that just arrived this week. So guess everyone was pretty behind this…

Morning, Well another night feeling so sleepy practically dropping the phone saying Goodnite to B. I was out just before 11pm. Up about 7:15 am. I wasnt dragging as bad today. Went to gym yesterday, Gym guy and I smiled, my buddy was there also and talking to me between his sets. So first news,,,,…

Dear Diary, Ive been feeling kinda blah today, and part of it hit me. Im not proud to admit this but its reality of things I feel. My phone is not ringing. I think I got so caught up in the rush, being pursued actively by 2 men, phone calls all throughout the day just…