Dear Diary, 5 hrs sleep and Im awake and cant go back to sleep even though my body needs it. Of course I wake up wondering about B. Wondering if hes written or tried to call(ha, yeah right) But inside I still wish or hope he would wake up. Thats my part of the problem….
B is a flake. He says he loves me and misses me and this and that all week, yet doesnt call or anything about going out tonight. I wait and wait, no word. Finally I call him, hes doing nothing just forgot about what time it was????? I am floored here. I cried. I told…
Dear Diary, YAY! Its Friday! Ive been so tired this week getting up. Talked to B last night, about us, sort of “If we are to try this relationship how do you want it to be? How would things change, what would we do different?” I felt like it was a bit difficult to get…
“Once you are able to be âcompleteâânot needing someone else to make you a total beingâthen you will find that people will gravitate towards you, sensing your inner strength and security. By loving yourself without limit, your ability to enjoy life without a significant relationship increases. Magically, the one youâve been waiting for appears in…
Dear Diary, Omgosh isnt this beautiful? I get so many email poems and read things like this and usually just glaze over them, but this one just hit me, I really liked it and hope you do too… “DECLARATION OF *NON*-INTEREST” … by Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder It doesn’t interest me what you do for…
Dear Diary, I just got my Jeep back with AC now!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY! Yes Im way too excited over getting AC in a vehicle, but when you live in 100 degree weather and your back and boobs are all sweaty when ya gonna anywhere, well its NICE. I just went out to…
Dear Diary, Just got back from counseling. Wow found a letter sent to Ex’s attny in my mailbox. They jumped on the matter fast. 🙂 About him saying hes going to report the shell stolen. They said if he goes forward to make a report of theft that I will have to go and report…
Dear Diary, Was just watching more news on the little girl who was kidnapped and sexually assaulted and killed. Its so horrible. They broke the story, then the next day her body was found. Its just so sickening. I hate that part of the thought, about that poor childs last minutes. The fear and terror….
Dear Diary, Thanks to all of you for your comments. There were some great things said for me to think about, I appreciate all the feedback very MUCH. 🙂 Im waiting for the mechanic right now to come and get my Jeep and look at my AC, YAY! Oh I pray its nothing to major…
Dear Diary, Im in a irritable mood right now. Im equating it to my period soon to arrive. Which it should. So? I am feeling a bit lonely tonight. Just having that feeling of wishing I had someone I was “with” and secure with and knew it was going to last and ready to go…